A/N: Hey guys! I'm totally pissed off, I was having a really awesome day & someone ruined it. Like always. Then laughed right in my face like it was fuckin' funny. It took everything in me to not beat the shit out of them right then & there. But i'm gonna get revenge & they're gonna wish they never knew how to laugh....But anyways....how are you guys? Good, I hope :D! Here's another chapter by yours truly, I hope you enjoy :)!!
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"What do you mean 'you're not going anywhere'?" I ask raising an eyebrow.
"I mean exactly what I said." Asher says confidently.
"Right..." Andy says winking at Zacky. Out of nowhere, Zacky punches Asher in the jaw & Asher falls over dramtically. This dude should be an actor instead of always trying to ruin people's lives.
"So now that that's over with, Patrice. I have a question to ask you." Zacky says walking over to me.
"What do you want?" I ask.
"I'm sorry about this shit you had to put up with. I was totally wrong for the things that I did. You had no right being treated that way. Even though I don't like you, at all, Matt loves you with all his heart. So I guess I'll put up with you & eventually grow to like you." Zacky says with a sincere look in his bright green eyes.
"Aside from your rude comments, I accept your apology." I say shrugging.
"Good." Zacky says with a hostile tone. Then he grabs the botton from Asher, presses it, & all the power & doors unlock.
"So, Patrice. We should probably go now." Andy says with a thoughtful look in his icy blue eyes.
"Okay." I say, & with that Andy & I walk over to his car & he drives me home.
***Matt's P.O.V.***
So, I was watching the MTV countdown with Val, (we're back together again) & I saw Patrice & Biersack on hosting together. Wow, Patrice is amazing. I should kill Zack for making me agree to breakup with her.
When Biersack said him & Patrice are dating, I almost flipped the table over. It's over, I lost her. I hate myself right now. But she doesn't deserve a fucked up person like me who always looses people I care about. She deserves better. I can't help but be jealous though. How could she get into a relationship that quick? Did she love Andy all along instead of me? Are they in love? Do they live together? Is it only for show? So many questions run through my head right now. I wish I could just have her back. I really fucked up this time. She'll probably never forgive me.....
***Andy's P.O.V.***
"Patrice, are you sure you really want to go home?" I ask.
"Yes, for the last time! I'll be fine, Andy." She says in an aggervated tone.
"Okay, okay. Only trying to look out for you."
"By asking me am I sure I wanna go home every 5 minutes?!"
"Yes." I say smirking as we pull up in front of her house.
"If I need you, i'll call, or text you okay?" She says opening the car door & unbuckling her seat belt.
"Wait, Patrice! One last thing before you go." I say moving closer to her.
"What?" She asks in confusion.
I look at her lips, lick my lips & then kiss her staring dead into her eyes. She closes her eyes & kisses me back. My lips start to tingle & I smile a little. We stop kissing a couple seconds later.
"I'll see you later." I say smiling.
"Okay, bye." She says walking into her house.
I really hope our relationship can be real one day. 'Cause Patrice is too beautiful to be worrying about Sanders all the time. She deserves someone better than him. Someone like me...
***Patrice's P.O.V.***
I walk in my house with this big smile on my face until I see Matt waititng for me. The smile drops off my face only to be replaced by a frown.
"What are you doing here, Matt?" I ask.
"We need to talk." Matt says with a look of hurt in his eyes.
"Why? You've made your decision, so I don't see anything to talk about." I say shruging casually.
"What do you mean why? Because I'm in love with you! That's why!" Matt exclaims.
"Don't fuckin' get loud, dude. That's not gonna solve anything." I say calmly.
"I'm gonna get loud, Patrice! & my name a'int dude. What's not gonna solve anything is you neing hard to cooraperate with."
"Whatever. It doesn't matter. I'm with Andy, you're with Val. There's nothing we can do about it. We'll never be a couple again probably. So get the fuck over it."
"How can you say this?"
"Because it's true & you know it. If you can't have someone make you break up with me, you obviously didn't want me that bad in the first place."
"How did you know someone made me break up with you?"
"I'm not stupid, Matthew. I know that you wouldn't break up with me out of the blue."
"Well, if you know someone made me break uo with you, why can't we work this out?"
"If you let someone do this, then I can only imagine what else that person can make you do if we got back together."
"You still love me, Patrice."
*silence*
"Just admit it." Matt says.
"I don't love you anymore, Matt." I lie.
"Don't sit there & lie. Becuase if I leave here knowing you don't love me anymore, there's no coming back."
"Don't bother coming back." I say fighting the tears that want to come out my eyes. No, I can't cry! Crying is not me.
"Okay, fine. We lost each other. I'm gonna leave out this door & never come back." Matt says with glossy eyes. Is M.Shadows really gonna cry? He must really love me..why am I doing this to him?
"Matt, no. I love you, so much more than you can ever imagine. But I can't be with you like this. It's better if we just not be with each other.
Matt kisses me on the lips passionetly, I kiss back. We stop kissing about 30 seconds later.
"Then fine, we won't be together, for now. But I'll be back. I will never give up on us. Remember that, Patrice. I love you." Matt says & with that Matt leaves slamming the door behind him.
Why am I so stupid? The man I love was right in front of me basically begging for me to take him back & I pushed him away. I hate myself. I hate life.
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