A/N: R.I.P. MITCH LUCKER :(
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The next day at 8:00 P.M.
Everyone has gone out to party & i'm on the cold bus by myself. Why didn't I go out with the others you ask? Because i've been keeping something from eveyone. I'm not sure if I really love Matt the way I used to. I mean yeah i'll still love him as a fan, friend, etc. But not as more than friends. I grab my acoustic guitair and start strumming & singing Snuff by: Slipknot.
"Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me feels like a cage
And love is just a camoflauge for what resembles rage again.
So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my fate
If i'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope i'll never know.
I still press your letters to my lips
And cheerish them in parts of me that savour every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your lights
But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight.
So save your breath, I will not care.
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
Ooh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go.
So break yourself aganist my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Ooh, my love was punished long ago,
If you still care don't let me know
If you still care don't ever let me know!"
I finish the song & rest my guitair down. Then my phone rings. I answer it.
"Hello?" I say.
"Patrice? Is this you?" The deep voice asks sounding like it's in tears.
"Yes, it's me. Who is this?"
"This is Bry."
"Oh, hey. What's up & why do you sound like you're crying?" I ask.
"Because Ashley's dead."
