i wish this hadn't been made so damn d i f f i c u l t.i try to drown the noise out,
i try to disappear
and be seen
all the same.
i wish
we could be in love without pain
i wish
i could go back home
i wish
i didn't think about you so much
i wish
i didn't want to let the flowers
in my veins
to come out and bloom
so badly.