Oblivious Love 2

❁Chapter 19: End It❁

❁Chapter 19: End It❁

YN's P.O.V

3 weeks. It's been 3 fucking weeks since Skylar's kidnapping but it's also been around 3 weeks since Justin's surprise awakening.

I was sat beside him as I noticed he was trying to reach out to grab the glass of water beside his hospital bed. With all the strength he had he still couldn't reach, so I decided to help him out by grabbing it for him.

"Let me," I smiled,

"No. It's fine, I think I'm capable of holding a glass of water," he groaned as he rolled his eyes. It took Justin a week to regain his clear speech, but overall he was making progress since he still had his memory.

Although he's been acting very abrupt towards me lately, at first I assumed it was just because he was in pain until it seemed on a daily basis he'd push me away from helping him.

"Justin I'm just trying to help..." I mumbled,

"Well maybe I don't need help! Okay?" He said raising his voice, I looked at him stunned from his outburst but then turned my gaze to my fumbling hands. "I-I'm sorry...I'm just not in a good mood".

"I know you're in hospital Justin, but everyday you're not in a good mood with me. Have I done something wrong?" I questioned, he shook his head. "Do you just not want me here?" I asked, he gave me a stupid look as if he was wondering if that was a real question.

"Of course I want you here-"

"Well you don't act like it," I interrupted, "maybe I should just leave you to clear your mind," I stood up knowing I wasn't wanted. Grabbing my hand, I looked down to him to see a sad frown across his face.

"No. Please stay, please," he pleaded,

"Then what is it Justin? Why are you acting like this towards me?" I asked frustratedly.

"Because I hate looking weak and vulnerable in front of you!" He blurted out, I furrowed my eyebrows hoping he'd continue, "I'm not supposed to be here YN. Do you know how embarrassing it is to have help with the simplest of things? I was the one who'd help you and Skylar but here I am looking useless, wasting your time," he sighed.

"Don't ever say that," I sat back down and held his hand, "you're not useless and you're not wasting my time Justin. I know this is all new for you because you like doing things your way but I'm here to support you. Even the strongest people need help...you can't change that," I exclaimed.

"I know, but I haven't even seen Skylar for 3 weeks because I'm stuck here," he groaned, "how is she doing?"

Shit. Justin is so oblivious about Skylar's absence. I should have told him before but it was wrong timing since he was still recovering. This could go two ways, I could tell him about Skylar's kidnapping and he's going to go absolutely ballistic and put his anger on me since I kept this from him for 3 weeks. Or, I could tell him and he could be the same level as me and just worry about Skylar's safety but keep his calm since panicking won't help. At the moment I'm going with the first option because honestly Justin is not a father who'd keep his chill about something so devastating.

"YN?" He caught my attention once again, my hands were trembling as I couldn't get the words out, "what happened?"

"Justin I should have told you earlier but I couldn't because I knew it would worry you and it would disturb your recovery," I said looking down as I didn't have the confidence to look him right in the eye.

"YN what the fuck are you trying to say?" Justin said.

"You have to promise me that you won't go insane because that's not going to help,"