Midnight Blues

high school crush

i wished you a goodbye,
but was it a goodbye?
maybe it was for you
but for me? well it wasn't.

did you feel incomplete for somedays?
did you regret your decision for once?
did you miss us the same way i did?
were you able to focus on things you did?

i don't think you regreted any of it
but if you did than why did you do it?
i know you're a man of his words,
your dreams are more important
than anything else in this world.

you don't like to talk first,
but once you start talking
than there's no end to it.
they say you're rude but,
i know you're not once
you get to know the person.
you don't like to ask for favors,
but you'll do anything to help someone.
you don't know how to deal with failures,
but you know how to get up again after falling.

it's weird how i know this much
without even talking to you
maybe i'm just a good observer
or maybe you're an open book.

whatever it is, i just want to say
you were one of the best chapters
of my life, the one i didn't want to end,
and it didn't end but it was left incomplete.

you know ever since you left,
you've been visiting me in my dreams
and in all of them we were happy,
we were doing all those things
i wish we did in real.

i know you don't care,
you probably won't be
even remembering me,
but I do care about you
i'm happy that you're happy
but it's tough to let you go.

yes, i let you go back then
but i didn't let go off your memories.
each and every thing is craved in my
mind same as it was, and it keeps reminding me of you.

i never fell for your looks instead i fell
for your eyes and for your personality.
Even though you've many flaws but
still i can't help myself from liking you.
you can be a better person just by dropping that ego, but again I'm no-one to advise you because you mean something to me but i don't mean anything to you.

with this i will say the same thing i said last time,
I hope we'll meet again.

-Sam.