Kirishima Eijirou & Kaminari Denki

Overdose (Kirishima)

A/N: Another tumblr request, but based on my own experiences

You didn't know what came over you again. It wasn't like things had been going too well for you lately, but suddenly it seemed to increase tenfold. You felt so incredibly overwhelmed and exhausted. You had barely slept at all during the last week, and had called sick into work. They would probably fire you soon, but at that moment, you couldn't care less.

You walked into the bedroom, and sat on your side of the bed. You opened the top drawer in your nightstand. There they were, all your medications in their little bottles and boxes. You took out the two strongest ones and set the bottles on the nightstand. You just looked at them for a while, not touching them, but you knew what you were going to do, what you very strongly felt like you had to do.

You took the first bottle and screwed off the child safety cap. You moved closer to the middle of the bed and poured the contents of the bottle in front of you on the bed. You reached for the other bottle and almost dropped it, but managed to keep your grip. You opened that one too and poured it next to the other pile of pills.

The medications were a bit different in color but almost identical in shape. Again you paused to just look at them and take in what you had decided to do. You just sat there on the bed for like ten minutes, before you scooped up the first handful of pills. You grabbed your water bottle from the nightstand and downed the pills with no hesitation. You couldn't swallow them all at once so there was a bitter taste in your mouth, before you took another mouthful of water.

When you had downed what was probably half of the amount of pills you had poured on the bed, you started to feel woozy and weak. You accidentally dropped the water bottle onto the floor, but you couldn't be bothered to pick it up. It didn't matter anymore, nothing did, everything was about to be gone for you.

Kirishima had been away for the last day. He had been doing a big sting on a gang of villains with some other pro heroes, and the whole thing had stretched way longer than he thought. He had to debrief with the police afterwards of course and give a status report at the agency he was working at. So when he finally got home, it was early the next morning.

He snuck into the apartment quietly, figuring you were still asleep. Kirishima decided to take a look in the bedroom, but you didn't seem to be in bed. He was a bit confused now, where were you if not still in bed?

Kirishima was about to leave the room when he noticed something weird on the bed. Something white and round, multiple of those actually. He rounded the bed, and found you laying on the floor next to the bed.

"(Name)?" he whispered as he hurried to you.

You weren't moving. He took you into his arms and sat down on the bed. Maybe you had just hit your head when falling off the bed, maybe the pills had nothing to do with this.

"(Name)?" he said louder this time.

It was like you were underwater. You heard someone calling your name, but it sounded like it was coming from very far away, too far away. Why couldn't you just sink in peace? Why couldn't whoever it was just let you drift deeper?

Kirishima knew you hated hospitals, but he didn't see any other choice than calling an ambulance. He hated feeling so useless.

"Hang in there, okay (Name)? I'm getting you help" he said, tearing up.

Suddenly you didn't feel like you were underwater anymore. You heard Eijirou's voice and your eyes fluttered open.

"(Name)!"

You reached your hand to touch his cheek, but you didn't have the strength to lift your arm all the way. Kirishima grabbed your hand and placed it on his cheek, holding it there and placing a kiss on your palm.

"Hey beautiful" he said with a smile, tears streaming down his face. "I was so scared for you"

"Eiji" you said weakly.

"I know you don't want to, but I should really get you to a hospital" he said.

"No" you argued.

"You're in a bad way and you need help"

"I'm fine" you muttered.

You couldn't really get your thoughts together. It was like you couldn't grab onto them and make them stick together. You just knew the last thing you wanted to do was to go to the hospital. You'd been through this before, last time you had been alone but you had been through this. With the amount of pills you had managed to take you weren't in a life threatening situation, but you were sure to be pretty out of it for quite a while

"You're not fine babe" he wiped his cheeks dry with his sleeve.

"No hopstial" you mumbled.

Kirishima didn't really know what to do. He wanted to respect your wishes, but he also wanted to make sure you were okay. It might have been unwise but he decided not to take you to the hospital after all. He was terrified of what could've happened to you, of what you could've done to yourself, and quite honestly he wasn't entirely sure how he could help you, but he would try his best.