i went 3 days without hurting myself
back to FUCKING zero i guess
im sorry i wasnt strong ebough to resist it im sorry im sorry im sorry
sorry i cant fucking teleport over there to take the fucking couch sorry im autistic and didnt fucking understand whatever subtleties you were trying to fucking convey sorry for trying to be nice by not disappearing with the fucking couch when i left in november
sorry im such a fuckup
sorry im such a fucking stupid idiot asshole i should just die i guess
sorry im too scared to do that
i dont wanna hurt the people i care about but i guess no matter what i do ill hurt you all anyway no matter how hard i try all i can do is make mistakes
{29/07/2021}
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts
PoesíaI write a lot of poetic vents I have no clue if they're actually any good, but I wanna put them out there, 'cause, like, why not, y'know?
