Sᴡɪᴍᴍɪɴɢ ɪɴ ʀᴇᴅᴅɪsʜ ʜᴇʟʟ. Eᴜsᴛᴀss ᴋɪᴅ.

19. Harsh reality

Just yesterday, you were cuddling with Kid and you felt so at ease. Now here you sat at his work place, sitting on a stool with your hands clasped while you watched him work with his crew.

Only difference was that Bonney was practically rubbing herself up against him. She was acting as if she was some dumb bimbo who knew nothing. She'd purposely flaunt herself in front of him. You knew she was doing this to get the best of you.

You couldn't even put up with him or her anymore. You couldn't even say you loved him anymore. Everything he did was just to drag you back and ruin you. You weren't going to put up with it for much longer.

A part of you wished you didn't go with Law that day you visited the damn repair shop. Maybe he wouldn't have gotten the idea of forcing Law to give you up. The more you thought about it, the more it hit you.

He wasn't just being cruel to you, he was honest. He truly didn't care, he wasn't just trying to fuck with you. That wasn't what even bothered you. Your eye twitched at the fact he would constantly drag you back to him. He knew of your feelings and took advantage of that.

When Bonney didn't meet his needs, he used you. He meant it when he said you were only a piece of ass for himself when he wants it. Your eyes lowered to the ground, ignoring the couple before you. He was starting to ruin the image you had of him.

You let out a huff. Killer patted your back quickly before he went back to work. You were pretty much praying to the gods above for Kid just get bored of you so you could move on and not be stuck on such a prick.

Bonney stood in front of you, looking down at you as if she was of higher authority.

"You're the one who's so hung over my man hm?" She said cockily. Your eyes lost their shine as you stared at her with a dull look. One wrong move and she wouldn't be standing much longer.

"Sure. If that's what he tells you."

"Oh I know everything. You've let him use you for his own needs. You're so in love you let him do that." She replied, acting as if she had any sympathy.

"I was drunk the first time. The second was because he forced the man I was with to leave me. I don't want him." You spat at her. Kid could clearly hear you. Everyone could. You made sure of it.

"If that was the case, why were you all over me yesterday?" Kid said. He really got your blood boiling.

"Oh? I was all over you? I didn't ask to lay against you. Everything I do or say, you somehow turn it against me and now it's about you. I cant ever catch a damn break with you." You growled, your angry tone echoing through the shop.

That was enough to anger him as he stormed over, pulling you up from the stool by the collar of your shirt.

"Take it back." He demanded.

"No." You said.

He growled and smacked you harshly against the wall, earning a gasp from everyone in the shop. You ignored the pain in the back of your head as you stared at him blankly.

You two were glaring at each other as Killer tried to intervene the fight, only to be stopped by Wire. In a fit of anger, you shoved Kid back.

"You're angry because you know im right. You don't care for me and just want to drag me back to make me live through hell. I've put up with it. I even accepted being separated from Law because of you. What else could you want from me?" You said, opening your arms wide.

He didn't reply. He had nothing else to say to you. Not even one comeback.

"Cant fucking hear me? What else do you want? You've taken my happiness as well as my sanity. I dare say I loved you so much that I didn't even tell Whitebeard about everything."

"It's pathetic you love me. You're nothing to me but a toy." He said.

"I know. You pull me by my hair so I can't leave you. Im like a product to society for you." You said bluntly.

You hadn't acted out like this before. You always composed yourself before lashing out, now you couldn't even take a deep breath.

"Harsh reality isn't it? You would say the meanest things to me, they broke my heart. You left me on the ground after using me. Was I just not even good enough for the slightest bit of your attention?" You asked, approaching him until your were merely centimeters away from his face.

His lip quivered. He was silent, unable to speak to you. That didn't matter to you. All you were focused on was letting him have it.

"...You say I'm pathetic. Look at you. I stand up for myself and now you're quiet." You said as you began to angrily smile.

"...Im sorry." He said.

"I don't accept your apology." You said with a grin as you began to walk away. You paused in the doorway of the shop before you left, turning to them all.

"You don't get to use my name. Call me Jekyll from now on."