Lollipop

Don't Go

I woke up with a tickle in my nose. My eyes slowly open to the grass. It took me awhile to get up. I soon realized Thomas wasn't by my side. I was panicked. Then I saw a trail of flatten grass going down the hill. I follow while stumbling. I question on how does he not know. He literally rolled down a hill and still remain asleep. But I then felt that maybe he was dead. I ran to him. I grab his collar and shouted his name. He slowly open his eyes and jumped.

"What wrong?"

I calm down and press my forehead against his chest. "You somehow roll down the hill from where we laid. Did you not felt it or realized?"

He looked at me then to the hill. "I guess not. I thought it was part of my dream."

I laughed. I realized I was still sitting on him. I blush. No,Y/N, don't even think about it. I sat next to him and sighed. "Now what?"

"Well, ain't should you be packing?"

I forgot I wanted to go back to America. I say things out of anger. I'm not sure what I want. I think it's for best if I go. I got up and help Shelby up. We walked to his car and sat there for few minutes. It was nice hearing some birds as the roaring river flows.

"I should be. But..."

"But what? You still worrying on how to face the Krays? It's simple,you either tell them how you feel or take your leave. Stop letting your pride be the mirror of your life. You have to take chances. Like I said, I'll be there."

"I don't think it's a great idea for you to be. I guess they hold a great jealousy."

He chuckles. "I'll wait in the car then."

"That would be best."

"Now,let me take you back."

I simply nodded. He started the car and headed towards the hotel. I look at Thomas and he finally look back at me. He hold my hand. His touch always reminds me of him. Perhaps my boyfriend went into Thomas and lead me right to him. I laughed to myself of the thought of it. Thomas looked at me funny. We finally arrived. I took a deep breath. Thomas grip my hand.

"I'll be waiting here."

I just gave him a smile and got off. I walked into the lobby and there sat the Krays. I felt my stomach in my throat. Heat spreads everywhere in my body. I continue to walk to my room, pretending I didn't see them.

"Y/N!"

I quickly went to my room. I slam my door but they stopped it.

"We need to talk!"shouted Reg.

"There isn't nothing to talk about. Everything is already been told. What more I can say?"

"I want a better explanation on how you ended sleeping with us? You said you weren't into Ron cause he was with someone else and liked men. And you,Ron, I never expected this from you!"

"Look here,you cunt ! Apparently as a brother,you don't know me well. You knew something was going on between her and me! Like always,you get in the way."

"Me? In the way? I believe it's you! You somehow mess up every deal we get cause you have damn trust issue! I surprise you accept her deal when she came but now I know why you did! I was the one who wanted her first. I was the one who invited her to my bar! You also knew that something was going on between her and me ! You're the one that gets in the way!"

"Stop! Stop fighting,please!" I broke into tears."Just stop. You only have each other in this world. I only came to ruin it. I came in a wrong timing. I was broken and lonely. I didn't think I'll fell for you...both of you. You both fill the cracks in my life especially my heart. I didn't expect for this to happen. I'm sorry."