Feelings

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Chapter 17

I smiled again at them and took the only available seat that is next to Caspar. I felt all their gazes on me but I pretended not to care. Time passed by swiftly and the bell already rang, I went to the canteen filled with the memories of my bullied and isolated days.

People were whispering and staring as they saw me pass by, Raven High might be big but its rumors and stories circulate very quickly. I just smiled at them and walked very confidently with an extra swing of my hips to the table where Aira and Kyle are seated and ALREADY EATING.

"You wh*res are already eating without me!" I told them

"It's 'cuz you're a slowpoke" Aira said "and a fatass" Kyle added then they both chuckled

I ate the taco that Aira was eating and took a BIG bite of the bacon burger that Kyle was eating as a payback. They looked at me wide-eyed while I just showed my tongue at them and took a bite on Aira's crépe earning myself a smack on my head.

Aira had to go back early in her room since she still didn't do the project that was due today, typical Aira. So I was left alone with Kyle who is currently nibbling my ear and hugging me tightly making me giggle nonstop. Everyone by now was looking at us since I was so loud but we were oblivious to our surroundings and just continued doing our thing (not that kind of thing *wink*)

I just layed there on Kyle's arms and breathed in his captivating his smell while he rubbed circles on my back making me feel giddy and sleepy. I remembered that in my next class, Caspar will still be in there. Oh well, I'll just sleep it off. Just as I was about to close my eyes, someone lifted me up bridal style making my eyes open as fast as lightning (not really).

I was quickly being taken away by someone, I looked at Kyle's figure sitting and getting farther and farther away still looking shocked but his eyes had that playful and happy glint on his eyes. So I shifted my sight to the person holding me to know the reason as to why he had that look.

My breath hitched when I came face to face with my captor... CASPAR! He opened the door with his legs/foot/whatever with a loud BANG! Thankfully, no one was still inside since we still have 30 mins. until the bell rings. He sat on his chair and laid me on his lap, I tried to stand but he kept me on holding me tightly but not that tight that it will hurt me.

"What do you think you're doing?" I asked him

"Holding you"

"Wow, didn't even notice that" I said sarcastically

"Well it's because that m*therf*cker held you and even nibbled your ear making my wolf take control of me, it's a good thing I didn't rip that assh*le's f*cking head." he said angrily then he kissed me hard

I loved how he caressed my cheeks while we kissed. All thoughts of our past were flying out my mind. He held my hand while I scooted closer and deepened the kiss, my tongue met his. I bit his tongue in a teasing way making him moan.

We heard a loud throat-clearing and saw our teacher looking at us sternly.

"Ms. Winters and Mr. Ritter, please refrain from doing Public Display of Affection" he said and bowed to me, I hope Caspar didn't get see it

I tried getting off of Caspar but he snuggled closer leaving me no choice but to just sit on his lap while were having class. Everyone was whispering and staring, the guys were glaring at Caspar while the girls were glaring at me.

Class ended and it was now time for us to go home. I quickly dashed away to the door because I know that the same cycle will go again: he'll make me believe that he loves me, I'll stupidly believe him and fall for him deeply, he'll humilitae me in public, I'll be broken and depressed.

Aira and Kyle saw me and said "Ready to go home?" I nodded and just as I was about to go home with Aira and Kyle, someone suddenly grabbed me and pulled me close to his hard chest. I smelled his scent and felt his breath blowing in my ear melting me slowly (oh yeah baby I'm an ice cream now XD)

"I'll be the one to take her home" Caspar said in an Alpha voice

Aira did the "tell-me-the-details-later" look

"I guess I'll see you tomorrow" Kyle said then kissed my cheeks making me blush

"That m*therf*cker" Caspar muttered then held me possessively

Oh f*ck he's possessive, turn-on alert! I thought

Then I received a mental message from Kyle "If he ever treats you bad AGAIN, I swear I'll tear his testicles off. But for now, want me to make him jelly?"

I chuckled at his message then I realized I was still with Caspar and saw him looking at me questioningly

"Uhm I just remembered something" then I blushed

He chuckled and kissed my cheeks then he drove to my house.

"What do you want now?" I asked him

"What do you mean?

"It's just that I can't help but feel that you'll hurt me again since before you already broke me"

He looked hurt and said "I know that just a sorry won't make me forgiven and that I'm just full of excuses but the reason as to why I had to do that in the past is because my dad despises humans. And since I thought you were a human back then I had to protect you from him by driving you away. To be honest I felt disgusted with the girls I played after I met you, right next to you they just look like rags. And all of those guys that hurt you back then, I wanted to rip their heads off" he said angrily

"When you were gone for a year, I frantically searched everywhere for you, I tried to trail your scent but it didn't work. I didn't want to go to school, I didn't want girls other than you, and I was regretting everything I did to you. Then this school year, you came back with a different vibe, you got more beautiful than ever, I fell for you again then I saw that every single d*ckhead at school lusts after you, f*ck if I can kill them all I will. And that guy" he gripped the steering wheel harder "is he your boyfriend?" his voice cracked I felt sadness in his voice

I held his hand "Kyle's just my friend, but people just tend to mistaken us for a couple" I heard him sigh of relief

"Wait, how come people mistaken you for a couple?"

"Uhm, it's just that... Were too close" I bit my lip

I saw his jaw and grip tighten "but don't worry, now that I know the reason why you did that, I can't help but fall for you again" then I kissed his cheeks and I saw him blush without realizing it, we were already at our home

"Wait there" he said

He opened my door for me like a gentleman "Uhm may I meet your parents and ask for their forgiveness?"

I smiled at him and led him to our home. When we got in, my parents smiled and hugged me but when they saw Caspar they looked shocked.

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