Violate || Only You

|| Chapter 9 ||

tate s p.o.v.

"I won't make them mistakes anymore violet ok I'm promise"

"I can't trust you Tate" she spoke "I never could"

I'm now on feet and grabbing her hand in mine. She looked as if she was going to pull away, but didn't.

" yes you can violet, you know I would never hurt you, right?"

Her silence followed by a simple made me shudder "Not anymore"

"Fine, it was a mistake, it won't happen again, I promise"

"That's what you said last time"

"This isn't like last time"

Then she gives me this look, while pulling away her hand, that i know means that it is like last time.

"I'm sorry Tate, but I can't do this anymore. You're a horrible person. you've killed an ruined so many people"

And suddenly I'm raising my voice, just like last time.

"everything I did was to protect you!! It was all for you!!"

"You made everything worse, you don't know what's right and wrong"

Tears in my eyes begin to swell as I speak "Please don't do this violet, you're the only thing I have to live for"

"You should've thought of that ages ago."

"No please don't, don't tell me to go away again. It was horrible the last time, I don't wanna go through it again"

"You've made people go through much worse"

And with that, tears fall down my face at her undeniably true but hurtful statement.

As I look at her face, she's looking away to the wall, trying to cover her tears. But I don't, what if she thinks I'm just pretending or I don't care what she thinks, she the only person in the world who I love, or care for and so I care what she thinks about me.

I always will.

She made me feel whole again.

Ever since this deadly house took the life out of me, literally, I was never the same until she came into this house.

With her beautiful chestnut hair and her brown eyes and her love for Nirvana, insisting that they bought the house.

But then suddenly a realisation hit me, just as she tarts speaking again,

"I'm sorry Tate, I don't want this either but - " I cut her off.

"But if I were to tell you to go away, I can still be with you, you just couldn't be with me" I state.

"What are you talking about Tate?"

"I wouldn't be so alone and i know wouldn't be either, ill always be with you. And if i still have you, everything will be better. I know it will, I promise Violet"

Violets p.o.v.

He was insane, surely, but then again why could I be the only one telling people to go away. I just never thought he actually do this.

In the few seconds i had to think about this and know what it feels like to have this done to you i regretted every bit. I didnt want this, and neither did Tate. He never did, not now or in all those 13 years away from each other. Only now I finally begin to realize how cruel i really was. Sire, Tate was a bad person but he who fought for forgiveness, deserved it. And after all that time i only put him out of his misery because of myself, and how i felt.

"Wait, tate, stop -" i had to tell him before it was too late. but it already was.

"Go away violet"

And with that i was forced to leave him in that deadly silence we both knew all too well . . .