Violate || Only You

|| Chapter 1 ||

Violets p.o.v

The days go by and feel like weeks. Never ending, tedious.

My parents think I've become even more depressed. which I guess I have. I cut myself every day and cry myself to sleep every night. I don't even know why half the time. Maybe because I was supposed to be 30, married traveled the world and maybe, been lucky enough to have kids.

But now I'm stuck here for eternity, only free the day Halloween comes around and then brought back to serve another year of misery.

I wanted it to end, all of it. I take out my earphones and pause my iPod from playing Nirvana, i get up off my bed and head to bathroom. I quickly search for my blades and start cutting on my wrists.

The scars never last thought. My skin rips open and blood falls down. the blood doesn't leave my skin, but the cuts do.

"You promised" I heard from behind me

I already know its Tate. I promised him. To never cut myself again. Because I'm 'mutilating' myself. not anymore though.

I'll heal.

But by now the pain was to unbearable and the only way I felt like it could disappear was through cutting.

I quickly turn around and see nothing. He's nowhere in sight.
I do miss him, a lot.

Most days i think of him. Most days i try not too. I hear him almost every night, crying and screaming my name. All i feel is guilt, but people tell me not to.

But now, all I wanted was him. Although how could i forgive him. Something inside me told me to let him go, to forget about him. But i couldn't. And wasnt 13 years enough. To pay for all the sorrow and pain he had caused. It was.

Maybe even too long.

I want him, I want him so bad. my parents would freak but I love him and no matter what I am going to spend eternity with him.

so I might as well be with him.

I headed down to the basement to find him, I knew he'd be there, hes always there. drowning out in all his sorrows.

I was all he had, I was all he wanted...

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