𝓣𝓻𝔂 𝓐𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷

𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓻𝓽𝔂

𝓜𝓲𝓭𝓸𝓻𝓲𝔂𝓪'𝓼 𝓟𝓞𝓥

     I don't fucking understand! I told Todoroki that I was the person that had saved him from the falling light. Yet he's here worried about Bakugou. He won't admit it but it's too obvious. He won't stop pacing back and forth in the living room. It's only been a week. I don't know what he's so worried about. He's gone longer than this when it comes to not seeing Bakugou.

I'm still trying to figure out who dropped the light. Was it the rivaling company from Europe? No, they were mostly into alcohol production. Kirishima is too soft so there for, there's only one obvious answer. Shit. I knew I should've checked the blond lady out. She could've been Toga. Did I mention that she ran away with Dabi?

    Todoroki suddenly stopped walking. He  grabbed his car keys and was about to leave. "W-wait! I'll come too." We both rode in his car towards the penthouse. We sat on the couch facing the door. Bakugou wasn't home yet. It was only lunch time so I don't understand what the big deal is. Honestly, I thought Todoroki was too possessive considering the fact that he rarely sees Bakugou.

    I listen to Todoroki breath frustratedly beside me. At around one, the front door opened. There I saw Bakugou and Kirishima smiling happily while saying something to each other. I watched Todoroki walk to where Bakugou was and close the door after pulling Bakugou in. Bakugou's face fell as he made eye contact with me. I smirked in response.

    "I guess someone had fun. I don't even know why I was worried about you." Todoroki said coldly as he looked at Bakugou. "I have work. I'll see you later." Todoroki said to me before he left. "It's nice to see that you're okay, Kacchan. I was so worried." Bakugou didn't reply and stared at his feet. "I'm sorry about your mom..." He mumbled. My vision goes red and I  punch him.

    What the fuck does he know about my mom? All the sadness and anger from my mom's death came back. I continued to  punch Bakugou in the face and chest. He never fought back and just stood there. "At least say something." I said through tears. I don't know when but at some point I had started crying. "You can continue to hit me until you are satisfied." I gritted my teeth and gave one last punch to his chest.

    Mid punch, I lost momentum. I don't know why but I cried into Bakugou's chest. "S-she was all I had." I sobbed. Bakugou just patted my hair comfortingly. He hugged me and for the first time in a while, I felt comforted. But I didn't want this feeling from him. "This is why I hate you. You are always so kind to me. You've never gotten mad at me. You never fight back no matter what I do to you." Bakugou's movement stopped. "I'm sorry." Was all he said in return.

    I didn't reply and left, slamming the door. I rode the bus home. I don't know how to feel about Bakugou anymore. I want to hurt him and make him miserable but I can't stand to see him in pain. What am I doing. I thought as I leaned my head on the window.

    I ignored Bakugou for four months. In that time, I rarely saw Todoroki anymore. I was finally alone. I looked down at my stomach and rubbed it slowly. Any day now. I think I'll just keep it a secret. 

    Todoroki stopped coming home again and stayed late nights at the company. I fell into a dark oblivion. The only thing keeping me sane was the child in my belly.  Some nights it got really bad though. A night like tonight.

     You don't deserve to be born in this cruel world. I should just kill you now, I thought as a gripped a pair of scissors in both of my hands. I brought my hands down with force towards my belly and stopped just before I could stab myself in the gut.

     What the hell am I doing. I felt the baby move inside so I couldn't bare to hurt it. I broke down in sobs on my knees in the bathroom. I dropped the scissors and hugged my stomach. "I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry." I said as I looked down at me large stomach.

    I ended up falling asleep in the bathroom from exhaustion.

     "He's going into labor." "Janet? Where's Janet? Someone go call her." "Sir, the pulse is abnormally high." "I know, hook him up with a oxygen machine."

    My vision is blurry but I know I'm in a hospital and being dragged around in one of those rolly beds? I put a hand on my stomach. I can't wait to meet you. I thought as I cried tears of joy and passed out.

    "Here is your daughter sir." "Thank you-" I said, as my voice cracked at the end. I held my daughter in my arms close to my chest and kissed her forehead. "She's so...beautiful." I said as tears started to trickle down my face. "What are you going to name her?" I looked at the little bit of hair she had. It was curly and similar to mine. It was a lighter shade of green with a few white strands. "Yuki, like snow." I said as I continued to look at her sleeping face and smiled.

    "Thant's a wondrful name." The nurse said as she smiled at me.

   I had to stay at the hospital for two more weeks to check for any abnormalities since it was rare for a male to get pregnant. On Yuki's birth certificate I thought it would be better for her to be a secret so I gave her my last name. "Who is her gaurdian?" I thought for a long time before I finally decided. They would definetly be a better parent than I was.

    "Are you sure?" She asked me when I answered. "Yes." I said as I looked down sadly. When I took my daughter home I decided to cherish the little time I had left with her. I wouldn't have much time now but I knew what I needed to do. "What do you mean mommy?" What?!

    "Yuki?" Yuki stared at me with her bright blue eyes  and then I heard it. "What's wrong mother?"  Yuki shouldn't be old enough to talk yet but I could still hear her. I didn't see her lips move either... Could this perhaps be? But that would make no sense. Unless...

    "Yuki, I need you to never tell anyone about this. Do you understand?" Yuki just stared at me. I smiled with pride. My daughter was so amazing. "I love you." I said as I picked her up from the crib and hugged her softly. I kept cooing at her until I heard her even breaths. She had fallen asleep so I put her back in the crib.

    I'll make sure you don't turn out like me. I thought as I closed her bedroom door quietly.

In this ff mpreg only lasts 5 months. I also may or may not get rid of Midoriya's POV from now on. I know some people are triggered when someone calls an unborn baby 'it' but because the gender has not been specified yet I'm going to continue to mention it as 'it'. I'm not a doctor nor am I old enough to have a kid so I don't know what exactly happens when babies are born🥶🥶🥶 By the way, did you know babies can't actually see peoples faces?