Y/n is a workaholic who has had little to no experience with love, and family issues. (LMFAOOO) whenever she meets Billie, it's almost love at first sight. Smut, alcohol, and drugs warning. Please read the epilogue, it has the list of main character...
I shot up out of bed, shocked. I just had a wet dream. Of a girl. I knew I was a lesbian, but still. I glanced out the window and the sun was still rising, but the birds were chirping. It was 5:30 am.
I got up and went into my kitchen to make a smoothie. I noticed flowers on the counter and walked over to them while the blender was going. There was a note attached to them.
Dear Y/n, I couldn't fall asleep last night because I was thinking about you. Crazy, right? So I drove around town for hours. As I drove past this flower shop, this bouquet caught my eye. It was absolutely stunning, so I thought you deserved something just as stunning as you in your apartment. Love, Billie. P.S. I didn't break in to your house. Finn brought them in here for me. Why was he even awake??
I smiled while reading the note. I refuse to admit why. I slipped the note in the phone case and quickly got the flowers into the water. It's a funny, new but old feeling to me. 13 years without a family to care for you really changes a bitch, huh? Changes a bitch to the point where she's scared to love someone because of the fear of suicide. Where she's scared to accept someone loves her because she can't tell the feeling between real and fake love. Fake love was the type of love I received my whole life, and I have been believing for years that there was not real love, only the artificial kind you can get with gifts and empty promises. I didn't want to trust Billie. I didn't want to trust love again. I didn't want to love Billie, but she's making that extremely hard to do. I decided to distance myself from her for a while, to make these feelings go away. I would say goodbye to her tonight. I texted Billie, Finn, and Finneas all to meet at my place for dinner tonight. I didn't have Claudia's number, so I just told Finneas to bring her. My selective memory reminded me that they were vegan, so I decided to make my iconic vodka pasta. I packed my purse and grabbed my keys to go to the grocery store. I grabbed a few bottles of wine and a bottle of vodka for tonight. If I was forcing myself to say goodbye to Billie for a while, I wasn't going to be sober while doing it. I grabbed the rest of the ingredients, the ones I didn't have stocked, and an angel food cake for dessert. I took a picture of myself shopping for my Instagram.
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I went to checkout and payed for my items.
Billie came an hour early, claiming she wanted to help me cook. I obviously agreed. I poured the two of us a glass of wine and we drank, listened to music and cooked. I loved the way she was so focused on what she was doing. When her face tensed up when she thought something was wrong. I loved the way her neck looked when she drank from her glass. Finneas and Claudia showed up next. Finn was fashionably late. Billie and I set up the living room. There was enough space in there, unlike the dining room. Finneas brought a salad and Finn brought his famous garlic bread. Billie and I sat on the couch, Finneas and Claudia sat on the love seat, and Finn sat in his chair. We looked like we should be in Friends. I turned on a romance movie, since, somehow, it's my favorite genre. We talked, laughed, made jokes about the cliché movie we were watching. Towards the end of the movie, me and Billies hands brushed against each other. She scooted closer, I scooted closer, she scooted closer, I scooted closer. Our shoulders were touching. We were holding hands.
