Chapter 54

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"This evening?"

Jin couldn't stop the grief in his voice as Hiro's words processed inside his head and by the thought of it, his heart wistfully beat as the increasing silence surrounds them. He's leaving...and though Jin knew better that he couldn't stay, he can't help but feel disheartened.

He shouldn't be reacting this way or was it because Hiro's presence had already grown from a seed to a flower in just a couple of hours inside him? It was at this moment that Jin realized he's been helplessly wrapped around this mercurial, invasive, yet authentic man's fingers.

He felt they were taking turns after turns and in every corner he sees there's always a surprise waiting for him. They barely know each other and they just met yesterday, but they kissed...

His lips against his...they...

Jin gathered all his wits together, snapping out before where his thoughts will take him further as he tries his best to keep a calm and composed facade contrary to the raw tightening of his chest, sweetly tormenting him. His heart suddenly feels heavy, "I-It can't be helped then."

Jin masks the sorrow inside his eyes with a small smile. He silently clenched his hands at the side of his thighs and rested the side of his head against his. He knows he's a busy man, but...

Stay.

Is what he really wanted to say to him, but how can he? Who was he to stop him from the beginning? And even if he did persuade him to stay, he doubts Hiro would listen.

He's sure this man has more worthy priorities in Cheon that need his presence and attention than where he is now.

Jin loosens his crumpled fist and his hands went up to cover his face, scolding himself for how could he be so shameful. He didn't know he could also think so selfishly. If Hiro were to find out about this rotten part of him, would he take back his words about liking him?

"Promise me you have to at least sleep and rest when you leave this place," whispered Jin as softly as possible as his fingers crumpled to cover his frowned lips. His eyes stared far at the cityscape view by the glass wall and his insides weakened with the sudden longing he felt. Since when did he feel so conscious about Hiro losing interest in him?

Hiro's grip around him tightens, disliking the idea of him leaving for his flight. And all Jin could do was embrace the somber feeling inside his chest, unable to deny it further as he lean his weight on Hiro's sturdy body behind him and rest the back of his head on Hiro's shoulder.

"The young master should at least take care of his health, no?"

With a voice as gentle as the tranquil night, Jin tries to joke in hopes to minimize the unknown throbbing pain at the back of his chest and lightening the heavy ambiance residing between them, too.

But there was still no response from him.

Jin turns so that their bodies could face each other. Why the glum face? He held Hiro's well-sculpted jaws between his cold hands, causing his cheeks to slightly flaunt, lips slightly parted outwards. Jin smiles at him warmly seeing the worrisome frown on his lips was now gone, "I guess we won't be seeing each other until the wedding."

Would his mother's wedding be held in Cheon?

He always wanted to visit Cheon since he was young, but he never even had his experience of visiting any nearby tourist spot let alone riding a plane. Not even once in his lifetime, but until then...they'd be brothers by law.

Did he really choose the right track?

Oh, Hiro.

Jin sighs as his fingers smoothly touch and rub against the dark bags under his eyes. If it means going on a bumpy road to hold him like this, whatever choices he'll make, he'll turn the world upside down and make the impossible possible. He'll make it right.

Hiro grimaces. Until the wedding?

His depressed expression worsened.

As expected, he should have never thought about returning to that hell hole place. There's nothing waiting for him there other than the endless headache he'll endure from his persistent grandfather and brother. His dismayed and sour expression suddenly turned serious, eyes sharp and eyebrows furrowed. His tight grip around Jin moves south and cups his delicious behind which both fit well to his now calmed blood-twitching palms. He breathes, sated and at ease.

He neither wants to leave these two, too.

Should he mandate someone to sabotage the airlines in Hangbyul?

'Y-Your grace that won't do..." The dark imp's eyes bulge in horrification. Why is his highness thinking this way? They should be returning, returning back to slaughtering and chopping off heads, returning back to funding and strengthening his highness's dark era. They can't possibly stay in this boring hellhole city any longer!

'You see Hellion, you don't know his highness at all. I don't see why not staying for a day or two when his highness can have soft bunny princess all to himself.' Eros rolls his body down the floor, his hands clasping his flushed face as he filled his master's consciousness with his eerie laughter.

"All to myself..." Hiro mumbles absentmindedly and a slightly visible redness can be seen at the corner of his cheeks on top of his deadpanned expression.

The imps residing inside his consciousness can almost sense the invisible tail of their master wagging from behind whilst Jin blinks up at Hiro's dazed self.

What's he whispering to himself?

Hiro averts his gaze at Jin's inquisitive eyes. Right...Sabotaging won't do. He disregards his first option. His grandfather had most likely put dedication to the safety measures of his personal flight with his very own selected professional ACTs and pilot.

That he would need to set a plan to manipulate them. It's too much waste of his time.

"..." Should he just kill them?

"Hiro? What's wrong?" Jin brought his face closer to his, studying every detail of his face as this might be his last chance to do so. They probably won't be seeing each other for weeks, but why is he being so quiet? Moreover, secretive. What's he thinking?

Hiro leans down as he doesn't want Jin to strain his neck before intentionally brushing his lips against Jin's forehead, his eyes staring straight at the clear dark sky of the night.

Then would harming himself suffice?

Both Eros and Hellion jump in caution at his determined thought ringing inside his consciousness, startling the both of them, 'My liege!' 'Your Highness!'

"Take me to the rooftop, Jin-ah."

Hiro seriously suggested not an ounce of humor shown as his eyes stared down at his amethyst eyes. Surely his grandfather would get the hint to delay an injured person's training.

"The rooftop?" Jin tilts his head to the side. It's cold and he bet the wind there would be chilly, they might catch a cold.

Hiro squeezes his irresistible behind as his nose succumbs to the softness of his hair, "I'd like to jump off."

He softly whispers through Jin's hair, couldn't get enough of his scent.




Author's Note:

FOR MORE chapters to read read my story on Webnovel.

I upload new chapters there first, three days in advance before I'll post it here. Hehehe.

I also often upload chapter there daily. (^-^) V

BOOK TITLE:

Captivated (BL)

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Daniel_BlakeZD

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