UGH SO I ACCIDENTALLY OUTED MYSELF TO MY ART TABLE.
they were all supportive BUT IT'S NOT LIKE I WANTED THEM TO KNOW.
UGUHGUHGHHHHHH
At my art table sits: sMara, reMark, MokiO, bAndrea, and tKnox. I totally didn't make up those names.
SMara keeps asking MokiO who her crush is, and she keeps not telling. And then she asked me who my crush is and after a moment of gay panic I said, "ok fine it's someone in this room"
And then they all started trying to guess who it was, and I honestly wanted to die.
AND THEN THEY WERE LIKE, "IS IT A BOY OR A GIRL?" and my STUPID SELF SAID IT WAS A GIRL.
GREAT.
THEY KNOW YOU'RE GAY NOW.
And THEN I had the sense to say "no" to everything they asked me. "Is it a boy?" "No" "is it a girl?" "No"
And then they said "what kind of person doesn't have a gender?"
everyone at my table is really really straight. Except for maybe MokiO who was trying to help me, but I was so panicked that I didn't NOTICE.
i really hope they don't continue questioning me tomorrow. I'm terrible at keeping secrets sometimes, mostly secrets about myself.
UGHH WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE SO STUPID
YOU ARE READING
I WRITE WHATEVER DA HECK I FEEL LIKE WRITING
AcakThis is gonna be kinda like a journal, but it's very random. But what fun is there in ever making sense?