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Story timmmeeee cus im boredd

Hi. This is the story of how I realized I was gay.

(Also I feel like I talk about being queer way too much in this book but I don't really have anywhere else to talk about it so...)

So it was quarantine, and I had Skype downloaded on my computer to talk to some of my friends. I had a friend named... V. We aren't friends anymore cus she moved to India.

I talked to V's friends on skype too. One of them was named... Hay.

Hay and I used to play roblox together while calling on skype. She hinted to me that she was bi, and me being the dumb person that I was just said, "uh, ok."

I found myself getting dressed and everything instead of just sitting there in my pjs, to talk to Hay and play roblox.

I remember I literally had this conversation with myself.

"Ok. Are you gay?"
"Idk, I think I'm bi cus I've liked guys before."
"But you can't be bi!"
"Ok, ok. IF I'm bi, im not going to tell anyone and I'm going to marry a guy."

It was something similar to that anyways, but the inner homophobia is apparent- like
where'd that come from?? My grandpa???

So basically I knew I was gay, but kept it at the back of my head so I wasn't really.

Anyways I fell out of touch with Hay, and the next school year I realized it. I actually remember the day, Martin Luther King Jr. Day, because I wrote it down in the notes app.

I was playing some random online game that I found and a random girl sent me a heart emoji, and i was like, *gay panic* and I realized, yeah. I am gay.

The funny thing was that i was wearing the bi flag shirt in the game but I still hadn't fully realized it yet.

So thank you to Hay and Random Online Girl.

Also I don't think im bi anymore, im queer.

Ok so im going to tell the next story, but it's going to be a little inappropriate. It isn't related to the last two stories I told, I just wanted to tell this one.

Read at your own risk TvT.

Ok so I was in art class today, and one girl at the table didn't know how... you-know-what worked. So the people at my table were telling her.

and one guy asks me and the girl sitting next to me, let's call her Emmy, how lesbians have you-know-what.

So Emmy was about to tell him, and I was just like "don't tell him, don't tell him, don't tell him..." and she didn't tell him DIRECTLY, but Emmy asked him, "So you know how scissors work?" As I yelled at her not to tell him.

Anyways the teacher was like "omg guys you're supposed to be quiet and stuff" and while she was talking about how we were the worst class she's seen in years, this guy is thinking and then he gets it.

Afterwards he's like, "I'm never going to look at scissors the same way again. You know what else is like scissors? Crab legs. You guys have ruined scissors AND crab legs for me in one day."

And then he asks, "wait, how did you know?" And we just stared at him.

THE ENDDDD