I WRITE WHATEVER DA HECK I FEEL LIKE WRITING

OH MY GOD I HAVE NOT WRITTEN IN A LONG TIME-

I don't even remember what I wrote about in here anymore-

I guess I'll just give some life updates :D

Ok so I started 7th grade and it is one of the worst places to be on earth. Most of the kids are unbearable 1-dimension "popular" people who all dress the exact same. My friends are getting bullied and having mental issues, and on top of everything I have to do really hard schoolwork. 

I feel like I'm about to explode constantly and the classes where I don't feel like that constantly are orchestra, English, and digital learning 2. But I'm too stressed to practice the violin and my English teacher assigned this stupid essay thing so really it's more like digital learning 2 is the best class. Science is also a good class, forgot to mention that.

ALSO I have a friend who I don't want to be friends with anymore, because we just don't fit well together anymore, but she's never going to see that and I don't want to break her heart and unfriend her. And she sits at my lunch table. My solution to this is to sit with NONE of the people at my current lunch table in quarter 2 and just sit with this guy I met in science class.

Science class guy is actually pretty cool but then two girls started shipping us for some reason so I told them I was gay and to stop shipping us. (That's not true, I like boys also but it's just easier to pretend to be lesbian in some situations)

it's weird that people want to be friends with me when I'm in a very emotionally unstable place. When I go home for the weekends it's like everything is just lifted off my shoulders and I'm normal again.

Anyways that was my life update, not that anyone reads this book except for my friends 

(Hi friends!)

Uhhh I don't talk to my old crush anymore and honestly I STILL haven't gotten over her completely so that's probably a good thing. The drama that happened last year has convinced me to not have ANY crushes this year. They only exist to cause drama and satan knows that I need less of that in my life.

The last time I wrote in this book was around may 20th and now it's September 18. I'm sorry for abandoning everyone :')

OH AND DID YOU KNOW THAT SEASON THREE OF THE OWL HOUSE IS JUST GOING TO BE SPECIALS, LIKE THREE EXTRA LONG EPISODES AND THEN THE SERIES IS DONE?? AND THE FIRST INE IS COMING OUT REALLY SOON?? BUT IT ISNT COMING OUT ON DISNEY PLUS YET SO I WONT BE ABLE TO WATCH IT AND THERE'S GOING TO BE A TON OF SPOILERS??

jokes aside I AM SO PUMPED FOR SEASON THRE OF THE OWL HOUSE even though it's shortened because Disney is homophobic

I re-read some of my old chapters and here are two things I have analyzed about my old self:

1. I am much more happy about life

2. I could stay up much more late. Like, I could never stay up until 5am as often as I did in 6th grade. Like, my god gurl get some sleep.

Oh and I'm going to introduce myself again bc a lot has changed in 3.5 months

I am Lillian, I go by Cinnamon or Cinnatric. I play piano and violin. I am in seventh grade. I am an Omnisexual demigirl. You can use any pronouns for me, I literally don't care. I've been in a lot of fandoms and I really like a lot of them.

Here's a list of fandoms I'm currently engaged in:

The owl house, gravity falls, cuphead, star vs. the forces of evil (I just started watching star so no spoilers)

Uhh I have a lot of friends which is weird to me. The ones who will be reading this book and commenting are Sharky and Stormi. (Hi again)

WOAHH this chapter got long, sorry about that, I just had a lot to say. Good job if you read the whole thing, you get the award of a virtual hug 🤗 

And I'm going to write a book about my brothers exploits because I was there for EVERYTHING and he's had an interesting life for a 4th grader.

Gay