I need more of this ship and if you're here you need it too.
I love this ship more then myself
Its 1 am rn
Who needs to do homework am I right?
Anyways it also has other baddies in it like Priya and Abby
I DON'T OWN THE CHARCTERS OR STORY OF THE MOV...
Next chapter will be about the 4Town Concert so be prepared. also this one will be a little sadder because I think you need at least one chapter of sad for a story to be good. Also here is Meilin giving Miriam the book.
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Miriam's POV:
"Come back, what's wrong?" Mei said with sadness in her tone. I froze, unknowing of what to say to not mess anything up. I didn't want to ruin our friendship. I'm supposed to be mad at her. I started making myself mad at her because That's how I was supposed to feel. Right?
I looked into her eyes which where full of concern and something that I couldn't name. I just couldn't stay mad at her forever. I was about to say something but then the bell rang and the halls became crowded. I saw her fade into the crowd sadly. I started head towards math and expecting her to pass a note to me asking if I was ok. She never did.
Mei's Pov:
I get it. She's still mad at me for what happened at Tyler's party. It's fair. I would still be mad at me if I was her. My parents don't even let my friends near me anymore so it makes sense. I don't know how to fix this. I just will stop bothering her about it.
Miriam's POV:
Its fine she probably just forgot that I was sitting next to her. Why am I even making a big deal of this anyways. She just didn't write me a know asking me if I'm okay. It means nothing. I went to the bathroom to cry. There isn't a reason why I'm doing this. I'm supposed to be mad at her but I guess I'm sad at her? I don't really know anymore. I cried for a while until someone walk into the bathroom. My heart starting shaking due to the amount of fear of someone catching me crying scared me. "Mir are you here?" It was Priya. "Yeah" I said trying to get the shakiness out of my voice. "Are you ok?" Priya said with genuine concern. "YeAh." My voice cracked as I said this. "Can I come in?" Priya asked
"Yeah sure." I unlocked the door an waited for Priya to walk in. I locked the door behind her trying to hold back my tears that came back for absolutely no reason. "What happened? Who hurt you. I will kill them." Priya said with concern but also concerning me at the same time. "Nothing happened my eyes just started leaking for no reason." "There's more going on isn't there." Priya said. "Yeah there is but its really not important." I said with tears in my eyes. "Everything is important if it makes you sad Mir." she said.
"Yeah but its like really stupid though."
"Tell me I basically don't judge people and you won't be able to tell if I judge you because I'm great at keeping a straight face.
"So, Mei gave me back my book that I dropped when I accidentally walked into her. But I started panicking and slowly shuffled away. The she asked me what's wrong and I took too long to think and the bell rang. We have math together so I thought she might write a note asking me if I'm ok but she never did. Basically too many emotions too close together so its just stupid."
Priya looked at me like she was observing me then she said "No that's a completely good reason. How did you feel when she asked you how you felt? "How do you feel about her Miriam."
I froze. I didn't know the answer. I couldn't possibly know the answer. It was too complicated. It was too much. I started crying harder then before.
Priya tried to calm me but it barely worked. I just wanted to become invisible. I wanted to stop thinking about her. It just hurts too much to keep thinking about her. She doesn't like me. She never will. She's going to leave me forever.
Priya said she was going to come back and tell a teacher that I should go home. I continued to cry until I heard the bathroom door open. I went quite. "Mir I'm back." Priya said out of breath like she just ran across the entire school. "You just have to check in with the office and they allowed me to help you get home." She also said.
I went to my locker with tears in my eyes trying to forget everything that happened and how stupid it was. "I have already had the classes you've had so here's the homework." Priya said with a slight smile. "Thanks, you should stay at school classes are more important then this." I said.
"Are you sure?" Priya said with hesitation in her voice.
I put on a fake smile looked up at her and said "Yeah it's all fine."
She looked concerned but walked away.
I started walking towards the exit of the school until I heard some ones voice. "Miriam?" I heart sank. I turned around. I was Meilin. "Where are you going?" She said also with a concerned look on her face. "I have to go home something happened." I said trying to not stutter. She looked at me skeptically as i inched away from her. "Why where you crying?" she said. "I wasn't crying my eyes where just leaking you know, allergy season." I said quickly trying to look confident.
"You're lying aren't you." She said
"Why do you think I'm lying?" I said with my heart starting to skip beats.
"You never said that you had allergies." She said
"Fine I'm just having a bad day right now." I said
She had a look of guilt on her face as she looked at me.
"I hope you get home safe" she said.
I felt my face turn red after she said this. "Thanks-s I will." I quickly said as I ran out. Well I guess my emotions change very fast. Why can't I just stop thinking about her. I heard beeping. Robaire Junior had started dying again.
Sorry if this one was bad because I'm not good at writing sad stuff. Anyways Thanks for reading so far. I'm probably going to write another chapter today. Also after this story I might start a lumity or marcanne story. Leave suggestions in the comments pls. Next chapter will be happy since it is also the 4town concert.
