Mei x Miriam

The reality

Hey guys sorry for not posing for a while I've just been playing too much Stardew valley. I also had no idea on how I would write this chapter because I know what is going to happen, but I don't know how it will be presented. So, if this chapter feels a bit off or its less then 1000 words then it is because I had no idea what I am going to write for this. This is just what my brain threw up on the keyboard so this might seem off or not but who knows it could fit. Leave suggestions for anything even if it's a different fandom id you think I'm part of the fandom.

I don't know if this is a tw but

TW: false reality stuff and that kind of things.

Miriam's POV:

"This isn't like you Mir." I saw her slowly back away from me.

"Meilin, you have to believe me, I didn't expect to do it, I had no idea I would, but then I did, and he said some bad things, you have to believe me." I said crying.

"I mean you don't like him, and you've been telling me this for days Miriam. I have to believe him because you did punch him." She said.

"I did it for a reason Meilin and you just don't see it." I said.

Everyone left my room and went back to where they were before this whole thing happened. I knew they didn't want me to be near them right now so I just got in my bed and cried.

Then I woke up. I was just a dream, or a nightmare? I don't really know. How can I know that this didn't happen. It felt real, too real. I searched my memories, trying to find if it was real. I couldn't tell because now I have two memories. One ending this way, another ended happily. This means either my mind created the happy one to get over the bad one and my brain decided to replay the bad one in my head. Or that the bad one never happened and it's not real, even though it felt like it.

I got out of bed not knowing of which reality is real or if any of it happened. One of them happened but they both felt so real. The bad one felt more real. I couldn't help but think that the happy one was just something I made in my head to help me somehow.

"Miriam?" someone said snaping me out of my thoughts. I was at school already, and in class. How much time passed from when I was at my house. When did I get here? How did I get here?

"MIRIAM?" the person loudly whispered. I looked over to them. It was Meilin. Shouldn't she hate me? I thought that we broke up after the sleepover or something because of Tyler.

"Mir are you ok?" she said while grabbing my hand. She didn't hate me. Of course she wouldn't but.

What was reality?

"Miriam? Can you tell me what's wrong?" she said with more concern. I looked around, and we were outside. Why is my brain skipping so much of today?

"How long ago was the sleepover?" I said.

"What? It was like 2 days ago, why do you want to know?" She said looking very concerned.

"Do you still love me?" I said.

"Of course, you're my girlfriend Mir." She said confused as if I should have known she loved me. So I guess it was the happy ending. I'm her girlfriend and she loves me.

But it felt wrong. It felt different. Ever since the sleepover it felt wrong. She sided with Tyler so quickly, why didn't she believe me. Is she lying to me?

"Are you lying to me?" I said. I could only focus on what she's saying. Nothing else. I want to know what the fuck is happening in my brain right now.

"Miriam why would I lie to you, I have no reason too. I love you." she said. I could see her trying to piece my questions together to try and find out what was wrong with me. She cared about me. Maybe she wasn't lying.

"Do you like Tyler?" I said.

"No, I hate him I literally could have kill him if it wasn't a crime." she said jokingly.

"Did you like like Tyler?"

"Ew no. Miriam you don't seem like yourself are you sure you're okay?"

"Why where you on his side?"

"Mir I was never on his side I just wanted you to accept him into our group."

"At the sleepover you were on his side."

"I don't know why I didn't believe you, maybe it was because you hit him, or you weren't being yourself, I don't know why I was on his side, I regret it, I'm sorry."

"I tried to protect you, he said some bad things, Meilin but you still didn't trust me, there was no reason for you to not trust me. There was no reason for you to trust him, you never liked him that much, you even said that he was getting weird towards you, but you still trusted him and not me."

She looked confused, shocked, and slightly scared of what was going to happen. I didn't know what was going to happen. I don't know why but after the sleepover my mind didn't feel good when I saw her or thought about her. It felt wrong to think about her. She never did anything bad, it's just me and my brain doing everything. I should have never punched Tyler.

"Miriam." she said breaking me from my thoughts. "I know I fucked up when I chose his side. I don't know why I did. I just didn't think that you would hurt someone for me. I know something is going on in your brain right now and throughout the entire day. You haven't been the happy person you usually are. It's not your fault, its mine, okay? And I'm not saying that to make me the victim here. I'm sorry for what I did, and you can break up with me if you want, you can ignore me for the rest of our lives, you can do whatever you want. I just want to know what's wrong and what's bothering you because I want to help you."

I do forgive her. Of course I forgive her. There's no way not to forgive her. I love her. But it feels wrong.

"I don't know what wrong with me but me loving you makes me feel bad. I don't want to break up with you, because I really do love you same as it's always been, but I think I just need time to think." I said trying not to cry. She looked like she was also trying not to cry. I feel worse now. I felt her hug me.

"Tell me when you ready for me to be you're girlfriend ok?"

"Can we at least be like friends while this is happening because I really don't want to lose you Meilin."

"Yeah we can, no promises that it won't be awkward though."

"I can live with that."

Alright this chapter sure was a thing. I'm going to read through this chapter to make sure it actually makes sense. I have no idea how to continue this without coming up with an elaborate plan of them being good again. As always leave suggestions and see you in the next chapter, if there is one.

1237 words