control ya' self.

twenty seem.

lani🌼

'hulll, i want something to eat' i said looking at leigha who was typing on her laptop

'mmcht, what are you doing??' i lift up to see her laptop screen

'working on this new logo.. i am tired of paying people when i can jus do this shit myself' leigha says moving stuff around with her cursor

i lay back down & scroll on my phone. damian continues to blow my phone up, but i ignore him. you not about to be grabbing me like im some nigga in the street bc you started acting weird. fucking bum. anyways.. nyier has been messaging me on facebook messenger being the message birdie trying to get me to talk to alyx. im so over it. i dont want too but this shit getting annoying. like you got caught & cheated period. now the hoe pregnant. smh.

i'll talk to him, jus when i want too.

my phone rings indicating it is my mom ringtone.. i answer

'hey ma! wassup?'

'hey ladylani, im jus calling to check in with you.' she calls me ladylani & i am still trying to figure out where she got it from

'im good. how are you? hows work? lee here too. say hey lee' i said putting the phone towards her to say hey

'hey ma! make me some apple pie turnovers! lani can't make em like you' she screams into the phone

i snatch my phone back mugging her 'anyways' i hear my mom laughing telling her she will make her some

'work is work chile. reason im callling you, some girl came in today getting an ultrasound & she said alyx name. i dunno if it is this girl you was telling me about but she was on the phone with somebody named ke-kea-ke...' she states

'keanu?' i said having leigha head snap looking at me

'yeah! keanu. so i dunno if she framing alyx to be the father but i think keanu is the father. i know alyx cheated & everything but i can do some digging if you want me to to see if the timelines add up' she says as i hear her fingers clacking on her keyboard

'na, iss okay. so you saying she messing with keanu too?!' i said putting ma on speaker
'yes, from what i heard. called him bae & all' she said

'you know im nosey but i jus went about my business... skye? i believe that was her name'

damn. she rly is pregnant i thought she was cap BUT it may be keanu baby!? damn keanu grimey af. even tho alyx dont fw skye but there must be a bro code, he must not know ab it. maybe i do need to talk to alyx to see if the timeline does add up.

leigha at the points snatches my phone & starts talking to my mom. i try to calculate when everything happened, plus how long i've been talking to damian.

this shit crazy. i need to gather my thoughts. i grab my rolling tray & start rolling up.

'aii ma, hea go ni' leigha passes me my phone back

'well alright lani pooh, i gotta get back i jus wanted to call you to add the pieces tg if there was any. i love yall' she says before hanging up

'she never lets us say it back' leigha says laughing. i giggle in between of licking the blunt to seal it

'bitch thas some mf tea right there.' leigha says ab to roll up one to match me

'right, you seen i had to roll up on that one.'

'tsk. so what does this do for you & alyx?'

'girl, still ain no us. tbh. i will talk to him ab it but at the end of the day he did still cheat. plus letting her record them have sex & post it... big no no' i said sparking my l

'you right. you right BUT jus talk to him to see if there was any mishaps.. hopefully it is mishaps bc ian tryn pay for all the shit i damaged in that mf house' she says inhaling hard outta her blunt

i bust out laughing -- this bitch broke hella shit. his vases, his thropies from when he was a kid, glasses, plates.. anything in sight she broke it.

i go to my blocked list & find alyx number swipe left to unblock it. finally having the courage to text him.

'hey.' i sent a text immediately putting my phone on dnd so i wouldn't see if he replied or not.

i end up vibing watching a few episodes of how to get away with murder with leigha, talking amongst ourselves. smoking. you know shit we do.

'mmcht, bitch im still hungry from earlier' i look at the digital clock hanging in the kitchen showing it has been two more hours

'you trynn cook sumn? or grab it & come back?' she asks as she licks the blunt she finished pearling

'we can grab it & come back, lemme throw sumn on'

she nods, sparking it. i run to my room. i go in my cloest looking for sumn chill but semi cute. i end up throwing on some gray tight sweatpants with a army green halter top & my nike slides. chill but cute, period.

i walk out & leigha looks like she finna drool.

'damn bitch! we only going to get some food!'

'this chill cute tho?' i said looking at my outfit

'well you look good. lemme taste ya.' she licks her lips

i bust out laughing bc i know she is serious but i never would do that.. mmmm... unless... nah lemme stop playing with yall.. nope!

she grabs her keys & we hop in her jeep sparking the l she jus rolled & ride out to look to see what is open.

i finally check my phone & alyx replies back, asking me to come over there. i show leigha & she pulls her phone out texting nyier to tell him to meet us over there. she said to me he was already with him.

i try to prepare myself for the worse but keep in the back of my mind something might give me the answers to the questions i have.

we drive around for ab roughly thirty minutes to end up going to tijuana flats grabbing some tacos & flautas. so delicious, if you've never been. go!

we blast our music, eating bits of our food while on the way to alyx's house. i take a deep breath while she parks the car in his driveway next to nyier's.

'you good?' she looks at me & can see im getting nervous

i nod before hopping out the car, fixing my hair alittle as we walk up to the door..