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'you need to slow down lil bruh' nyier says pulling the bottle out my hand
'bro chill.. jus bc you don't drink don't mean i can't' i say snatching it from him.
i begin to chug the dusse' bottle, this my second one today. i've been going tf through it with all this bullshit going on with lani & skye. skye saying she pregnant with MY baby. what type of shit is that?! the only way she could be pregnant with my kid is if she didn't get off me when i finished when she raped my ass. i need to look at that video again bc ain no way she knocked me out that fast.
i wipe my mouth from the drips of dusse coming out my mouth.
'ayo kid.' i say to nyier who is rolling up
he nods
'i aint no alcoholic so dont be telling mf's that shit' i said walking to him stumbling over my feet 'oh shit' i say catching myself from the fall & laughing hella hard
'i wouldn't speak bad on yo name bruh, you jus need to slow down on them bottles. you gonna be aii. you jus going through a rough path right now' he said making me realize i might be turning into an alcoholic frfr.
these past three months lani aint been talking to me, i've been going to the abc store every other day jus drinking my life away. or to the corna sto thas close to my crib. it has gotten so bad the workers know me by name & already know which bottle ima get. tsk, shit crazy.
i rly am in love with leighlani, i've been trying to express myself to her on all social media platforms no cap but i keep getting the cold shoulder. what else is there for me to do? moking don't ease the pain no more so i had to turn to something else.
i really hope skye not pregnant with my kid tho. i only want to have kids with lani. if she did do that grimy shit & sat there letting me in nut her. she dumb. shit im dumb for letting her even be in the crib.
i keep thinking over things, how they played out. how i should've jus told lani what wsa going on & who she was. i jus thought i had shit handled. now look at me an alcoholic & single. ain that bouta bitch.
'bruh?' nyier says snapping me out of my thoughts.. he shakes his head when i look at him 'i've been calling yo dumb ass name for the past two minutes & all you been doing is sitting there looking like somebody took yo fucking snickers bar, dorito chips & sprite looking so damn pitiful'
'my bad bro.. lemme hit that.' i say taking the blunt out of nyier hand 'i was jus in my thoughts. shits rly crazy how lani not talking to me like at all, she blocked me on everything.' i say in the middle of me inhaling the l
nyier shakes his head 'shit i would've blocked yo dumb ass too. you should've jus told her what was up from the jump & you wouldn't be in this dumb ass shit'
i nod taking in everything he was saying. damn, i miss my shorty. if i get her back ian never gon do no stupi- i hear my phone go off getting a notification
i pick my phone up thinking it was lani texting me.. 'mmcht, i needa cut my sound off for this damn ring bell shit. iss annoying always telling me when a squirrel on my porch on sumn i dont gi-' i stop & think for a good minute
'bruh pass me my damn blunt while you ina daze..wasting my damn weed' nyier snaps
i start thinking ab my ring camera. then i remember i have cameras all over my crib.
'BRUH!' i stand up getting excited
nyier side eyes me 'bruh sit yo drunk ass down somewhere, you jumping 'round jus gon make that shit come up quicker....i do not have time to be cleaning up that shit again.... i should've been done after the first five times... but i said na, you blood. we cool. you aii. you might smell like bounce that ass & yo breath always smell like hot doritos, donkey ass mixed with alittle bit of booty crumb flakes but i dont say shit... i jus keep quiet & look out for you... but bruh you been wasting my weed letting it burn while you ina daze & shit'
i go grab my laptop while nyier talking shit.. ill get on his ass later but i pull up my ring account on my laptop trying to log in. but my password not right. maybe i am drunk, do i need to try tomorrow? mmcht, i might forget tho.
'bruh do you remember my security camera account password?' i say trynn remember my shit
'hell na... you need to be trynna get sober. you trynna look at camer-' nyier stops & thinks for a minute
'ayo cuh, you can gahdamn see if yo cameras caught that shit that skye did to you!' nyier said pointing at him
i look at this mf like duh bitch thas why im trynna log into it, na.
'duh dumb bitch. thas why im trying to get in there now' i say putting my head in my hands not remembering my password
'FUCK! i dont remember this shit' i get up to go get me some water
'jus chill.. maybe tomorrow you could try it, let the liq wear off' ny says, following behind me jus in case i fall
i nod while cracking open the cold water bottle, taking a swig
'you one smart muthafucka but it took you three months later to try to look at the cameras?' ny says leaning against the kitchen island
i shake my head 'thas the thing, i haven't been thinking til now'
these whole three months lani & i haven't been talking. i've been venting literally everyday to ny ab her. he been there for me every step of the way. i do need to get my shit tg so i can quit drinking. shit taking a toll on me anyways. i hate throwing up but the urge of jus getting off of earth feels amazing in the moment.
'you rly think thas yo baby tho?'
'hell na, i think she cap.. but im going to have to wait til it get here to see so we can do a dna test.' i rub my temples
i hate bitter exes bruh. i did not want to have no dumn ass jealous ass bitch for a baby momma. but if the baby is mine i will damn sure take care of it & make sure they have whatever they need.
'tsk.. i rly hope it ain mine tho. i told her so many times that i know it aint but by the way she talking it jus might be' i shake my head
damn. if i am a dad, i am going to be excited but if it aint mine thas cool too. all jus bc of skye. she was not like this when we dated in college, now this bitch all types of crazy when she used to be the one doing all the cheating, fucking on different niggas & going out every weekend. hopefully once this liquor wears off i can get into my security camera system. damnit. i hope it catches every single las move she did to me.
