hull im so over thinking ab alyx. i've been talking to damian for a few weeks & he is a real vibe. BUT i can't stop thinking ab alyx jus the betrayal he did — was outta pocket.
i pour the laundry basket full of clean clothes and i begin to fold them thinking about what i should wear today if I should chill or get cute.
i put my focus back to my phone as soon as i hear the notification indicating that it is Damian.
'hey ma, is it cool if i come chill with you? or come pick you up & we kick it at my crib?' he texts me
'yeah thas fine. lemme throw something on. i'll be ready in fifthteen' i reply
i dunno where my heart needs to be or be with. but for now i'm going to chill. ian trynn get fucked over no more.
i throw on some joggers & the matching jacket. i am not getting all dolled up jus to chill. i've been texting damian for a good two to three weeks. he doing all the right things for neow, but u know they all act a certain way til they getchu out of that talking stage into fucking.
'here' he texts me.
'coming, gimme sec'
i straighten up my room & living room alittle from my spring cleaning earlier. i grab my phone, purse, & keys start heading out the door.
i see him standing on the passenger side waiting for me so he can open the door for me. i smile to myself walking up to him. 'wassup?'
'hey beautiful' he opens the door letting me get in.
he gets in on his side & looks over at me smiling.
'whatchu smiling at?' i state
'you jus rly beautiful' he says, causing me to blush & remain silent for a whilehe turns up the music alittle & begins to back out the parking spot. i chill jus start scrolling on facebook on my phone, sharing post i see on my timeline.
he turns into a lot not too far from my house & these lights are causing me to look up. i see walmart, then look at him 'whatchu fin get?'
'jus need something for my camera, you need anything?' he asks
'no, ill jus come in tho think i do need a few things' i reach for my mask out of my purse & get out
we walk in together, making small talk & joking with each other. we look around alittle then i remember my period ab to come on.
'ima meet back up with you, i need to get some female things' i say
'aii, ill be back here. needa ask the employee for the correct sim card' he replies
i nod walking to the feminine products, humming to myself
'pads? pads? pads? ah...here we go' i make my way down the aisle & see my pads are outta stock
'mmcht. they never got shit... lemme find a employee see they got any in the back' i say to myself
i walk around looking for an employee. i see one this lightskin girl with pretty curls.
'excuse me? do y'all happen to have maxi-' i stop once the employee turns around & she looks really familiar but i can't seem to think of who she is
'maxi pads?' she responds & begins to squint as if she knew me
i think this that bitch!!!
'is your name lani?' she asks me...
'tuh... skye? bitch you bragging bout hella shit on the gram but you work at mf walmart?!' i say getting loud
'bragging? ain't nothing to brag on baby. you seen your man fucking me deep in my guts!! how that mf felt!? felt real nice BIT-' she starts to say but i immediately jump on top of her & start connecting blows to her face. not stopping. going in repeatedly.
i seen red, black, green, purple allem colors. i didn't give af. not the simple fact she talm bout alyx, jus cos she trynn be big boy. where's the same energy?!
she locks her legs around my waist & turns over causing me to get under her & she connects a few hits. she gets up 'get up bitch! yo hits was weak!! cmon ima letchu up!' she says putting her hair up.
i get up & start to charge at her but somebody comes between us. holding up back from each other. 'yeah bitch! and this alyx baby! now tf what!?' she screams as she getting dragged away by another employee
my heart sunk in my bootyhole. i jus released all of my anger on anything in front of me being a stand of beauty supply products & i slam it on the floor. wtf?!?
'ma'am. we are going to need you to leave if you do not calm down. i don't want to have to call the police.' the manager i guess tells me
'fuck you! im leaving any ways. keep control of yo mouth hoe! few hits in & you think you ali. ill catch you bitch' i say to her as im walking out of walmart.
baby?! wooooow. this mf prolly been knew she was pregnant & was hiding that shit from me this whole time. lemme jus focus on damian. he is being there for me when i needed to cry even when he didn't even know what was going on. let me jus give him a try.
'they kicked me outta walmart. could i have ur keys?' i text damian
he immediately comes outside looking for me, im chilling on the hood of his car jus ina daze of what jus happened.
'damn you was stealing? wasn't you? you should've jus stayed wimme.' damian joked
then he sees my face have minor scratches onnit. he immediately gets serious.
'what happened? i needa blow this bitch up?!' he says aggressively
i shake my head lightly 'na jus a jealous bitch. can we go?'
he unlocks the door & we sit there for a while, i briefly explain what happened. he jus listens. then proceeds to drive off to his house. i rly need a blunt or six.
soooooo they got into a little altercation! baby?! is skye pregnant by alyx?! wtffff this shit is crazy👀👀👀