Fell for You

Eighteen

Annie's POV

5 missed calls from Lukey
16 new texts from Lukey

Luke's POV

*ring-ring*x6

"...Hey sorry I cant get to the phone right now leave a message after the beep, bye"

"Um hey Annie call me back when you get this, i guess. Ok bye." I say into the phone and then end the message. that was like the fifth time I tried to call her and she still hasn't answered any of them. "hey Ash have you heard from Annie recently?"

"No why?"

"She hasn't been answering any of my calls and I'm starting to get worried. She said she could hang out this week before we leave on tour." I say getting more and more worried.

"Well why don't you go over and see what she's up to. Maybe she's just sleeping." Ashton suggests.

"Yeah she's probably still sleeping at 4:30 in the afternoon." Rolling my eyes at him. "But, Yeah I think I will. I'll be back later ok." I leave our house and I take Calum's car and drive to Annie's house.

When I get there I see that her car is still there so she is most likely home unless she's out with Lanie or something. I walk up and ring her doorbell and wait for someone to answer.

"Oh hi Luke." Mrs. Myers says. "not sound rude but what are you doing here?"

"Um well I wanted to see is Annie was here. She hasn't been answering any of my calls." I say.

"Um well Luke today is not a very good day for Annie." she says. "She hasn't came out of her room all morning and she won't talk to anyone."

"Is she ok?"

"I don't thinks so."

"What's wrong."

"That's something she should tell you."

"Well can I see her?"

"You can try but please don't push her to do anything she doesn't want to do, ok sweetie." she says and I walk into the house climbing up the stairs quietly and go down the hallway leading to Annie's room.

I walk up to the door and her soft muffled cries which just breaks my heart even thinking about her crying. I quietly knock on the door but loud enough that she would be able to hear.

"Mom please g-go away I don't want to talk to anyone r-right now." she yells through the door.

"Hey, babe it's me." I say through the door.

"W-What are you doing her-re Luke?" She says between cries.

"I'm was worried about you so I came by to see if you were alright."

"Well I'm not L-Luke. But can you please just-t leave before I hurt-t you too."

"Can you please let me in?"

"No"

"Please"

"Like just plea-se go away."

"Just let me in"

"No"

"Annie" I say quiet on the brink of tears hearing how hurt she is. After I moment of silence I hear movement and she unlocks her door and I slowly open it. I scan her room and see she was in a ball in the corner of the room. I run over to her and crouch down on front of her. I pull into my lap so her legs are wrapped around my waist. She puts her head in the crook of my neck and I can feel drips of her tears staining my shirt. I rub he back trying to make her calm down and stop her violent sobs.

"Hey, hey. Shhh." I say and move her head so I can she her puffy red eyes looking at me. "tell what's up."

She looks at me and more tears fall down her cute little chubby cheeks. I wipe them away and she looks away from me.

"You can tell me. I will listen."

"I killed my father." she says barely audible.

"What?"

"I killed my father!" She says louder leaning her head on my chest and cries more. "I wanted to believe that I didn't but they were right I did." She says between sobs.

"No you didn't." I whisper.

"Yes I did it's all my faults he's gone. I tried to believe that it was just an accident but I was the cause of it."

"He was the m-man of the town. Everyone loved him and everyone was frie-nds with him. He wo-uld go around the town doing volun-teer work on his free time."

"Then I had to go and ru-in that." she says between sniffles.

"Hey it wasn't your fault. It was an accident." I say rubbing her back.

"No I d-id. I mean I didn't mean too but I was yelling at him and distracting him from the road when he was driving and I made him run a red light and we got hit by a truck. He died and I'm still here. I shouldn't be here. I should have died in that car accident. He didn't deserve that."

"Hey, hey." I say and make her look into my now red and puffy eyes. "Don't say that. Don't ever say that to yourself. You deserve to be alive just as much as everyone else. I don't know what I how I could live with out you." I grab both of her hands and rub up and down her wrist and I feel something that doesn't not feel like skin. I slowly pull up her sleeves and she starts to cry even harder now. I look under her sleeve and on her left wrist there are faints scars and a fresh big bandage. "Annie? Why? Why would you do this?" I say my voice cracking at the end with a couple tears falling. I now know that meaning behind that last song she sang in London.

A/N if you don't remember go to chapter 10

"Because people loved my dad and I was the part of the reason he was dead. So they thought I should be dead too. They kept on telling me that I was the reason that he was died and that I should be too."

"Well you can't listen to those people. No one deserves to die."

"Yeah but--"

"Oh gosh please say you didn't." I say and she leans on to my chest and cries.

"I lived with all these people tormenting me and telling me to die for a full year. So when on the first anniversary of his death I just wanted to give the people what they wanted." She says and I am full on crying now knowing that my amazing girlfriend might not still be on earth if she actually succeeded.

"But my mom stopped me and after that she made Amber and I move with here to start over. She couldn't live with almost losing me too so she just wanted a fresh start from all the people." I wipe a couple of the tears that have fallen down her cheeks.

"I'm so sorry"

"Hey don't. I'm really sorry this had to happen to you. Come here babe. Please calm down. I'm here." I say lifting her up onto her bed. I lay down next to hear and pull her close to me so that she is resting her head on my chest.

After a couple minutes I stoping hearing her short sniffles that then turned into cutest small snores.

I lean down and give her a kiss on the forehead and rest my he'd on the pillow next to hers.