Breaking Dawn

Long Night

If there was one special place where I had always wanted to be it was living in the tiny cottage with Bella for all of eternity. Bella's wonderful, and loving kisses always put a smile on my face whenever I was with her. I have never felt so at peaceful with myself before. Bella always made me feel human again whenever we held one another, I had never felt so human in my entire life like I was feeling now, Kissing and hugging Bella a few hours before I could finally call her my "Wife" Just the peaceful sound of her heartbeat was like a gentle flute to me. 

I've don't know what I've done to deserve you. I don't deserve your love.

The only person that only I ever thought about was my beautiful Bella. I never had believed in any sort of religious stuff including god, but having met Bella... I was blessed by god to have been given such a beautiful, caring, loving, and a very forgivable woman who loved me in return. A beautiful young woman who's doe brown eyes I had come to adore, Everyday that I gazed into her eyes all I saw was her complete love for me.

Whenever she gazed back at me, her smile was always the first thing that always brought a smile to my face. Everyday I spent with Bella was like a dream come true to me and often had to remind myself that this whole thing was real. The warmth of her body leaning against my icy cold skin was like we had been sitting by a campfire during a sunny afternoon. Her skin was as soft as sand and was like touching a furry blanket.

Her long brown hair was like touching silk whenever I would ran my fingers through her hair so that I could put her to sleep at night.

I will never understand why you love me. I will never be worthy of you.

I didn't understand why god had given this incredible woman to me. I felt calm and relaxed whenever I'm in her presence. The more times that I spent Kissing Bella everyday, the more that I wanted to be around her. But had always reminded myself that she was still fragile to me. Showing her more of my affection could accidentally injure her. 

Even if we had even attempted to push more boundaries it could accidentally lead to tragedy or even worse many bruises.

I pulled back from the kiss and gazed into her beautiful eyes. Just looking into her eyes, sends me into a whole other world, and It's like I could get lost in her eyes forever. The moment our eyes lock,  It's like a sudden rush of energy between us. Bella was the most beautiful woman that I had ever laid eyes on.

I never knew what I did to be given a gift like her, she was my whole entire world now. Bella gently pulled my face down to hers and sighed contently laying my head against hers. 

"I'm going to stay right here beside you," I whispered quietly.

"oh, no. Emmett and Jasper have thrown you this party. You have to go Edward." I had known that Bella would have persuade me even if it hurt her. The thought of not spending a whole night without Bella had hurt me as much as it pained her.