Breaking Dawn

I had somehow frozen during the ending of her sentence. I had wanted her to live a normal life. I wanted Bella to have every human experience in the world. I had wanted her to try out new things instead of having to throw her whole humanity away like it meant nothing to her. I felt guilty for agreeing to take away her humanity. Why hadn't I just refused her? Truthfully, why does Bella want to be a vampire so badly? 

"Will you be able to do this?" I asked her. "I'm not taking about our wedding- which I'm sure  will be a human experience already - but after all of this... What about your Mother, even Charlie? "

"I will definitely miss them both so much."

"What about your old school friends? Angela, Ben, Jessica, even annoying Mike Newton?"

"Of course I'll miss seeing them like usual."  Bella's playful smile spread across her lips as she looked into my eyes. "Even  Newton oh well, Mike! how can I live without you?"

I could feel myself growling angrily at the sound of hearing Mike's name. I had known that Bella was trying to be playful with me. To be quite honest, I hadn't liked the sound of Mike's name coming out of Bella's mouth in such a playful tone. I had been feeling happy that there had been no mention of her best friend's name. 

I could see Bella's proud smile at seeing how protective I was of her but the playful moment had soon turned heated.

"Edward, we've discussed this time and time again. I know that none of this will be easy, But I've already made my choice. I will always want you, and I have dreamed of spending my eternity with you. I never want to be apart from you one century isn't enough time for me."

I couldn't believed at what I had been hearing. Hearing Bella still wanting to throw away her whole humanity.

"Forever a vampire frozen at eighteen."

"It's like a princess getting to be with her prince forever."

So, it was like a fairy tale for all women, is that right? Every woman's dream was to stay young never having to age. But would forever be stuck at the age they were turned. No woman, man, or relative could ever want to live their life like this.