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"listen to me india..."
"hm"i said wiping my eyes
"i love you with all my heart bambi i really do n i'm really sorry bout it all but you gotta understand me when i say i lived for you.i died for you. everything i do is for you okay? i promise you gon be happy soon god gotchu bambi !!if yeen notice it but you happiness is right in front you stop missing out on yo blessing i promise everything gonna get better i'm sorry but bambi i'm forever witchu . forever ,keep trying okay ? i love you to damn much to let you stay here when it ain't your time .keep trying for me indy ik you can do it you came this far i promise i'll be with you , trust me bambi but don't give up dats not you! it never has been it never will be n trust dem niggas ? they gon be dead sooner or later don't get yo lick back let karma do it's worse as much as i want you to ion wan you get hurt anymore but i love you , n you can't stay here forever but lemme show you some"he said that making me wipe another tear , he grabbed my hand leading me into some type of cloudy room
i was looking over at everyone i was looking over MYSELF in a hospital bed.everyone looked so sad i looked damn near dead i didn't even recognize myself , are they okay ??
"are they okay..?"i asked saint
"no bambi your here and not there"he said looking at me
"saint i don't want to leave you!! i feel at peace with you i'm happy with you i don't wanna go back to a place where i feel unwanted !! i feel unhappy n miserable!!"i said as my eyes watered
i been hurt so fucking much mentally and physically but him ? dat was my heart the best, best friend i ever had.a dad , a brother , a friend , a best friend , a boyfriend , a therapist all in one .. and now ? it's all just memories
"bambi! listen to me ma i told you i'm forever witchu . i meant that now listen to me they need you i need you to but trust me i'll be back soon okay! remember i did everything to protect you!!dont hate me bambi i love you ite you gotta go.."was the last thing i heard him say before i started gasping for air
"i need w-water"i said sitting up
(it's actually the 29th , india was in a little a-coma n didn't realize the days were going by !)
