ʟᴏᴠᴇʀs & ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs..

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𝗜𝗻𝗱𝗶𝗮 𝗭𝗮𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗶 𝗘𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗻
𝗟𝗼𝘀 𝗔𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗹𝗲𝘀 ,𝗖𝗮𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗮
𝗙𝗲𝗯𝗿𝘂𝗮𝗿𝘆 10𝘁𝗵

" how you feelin' ma" khari asked giving me a sip of water.

it's been about 24 hours since i woken up..3months went by i missed so much my sonson grown so much.

the definition of a solider , i felt more attached to my son

i didn't wanna lose him , i didn't wanna lose khari

but truthfully... i was drained , tired mentally physically and emotionally.

i  smiled weakly " im ok.." i mumbled

when in reality i was everything but that. i just wanted peace and i could never get that.

i felt as if god was punishing me

for what tho..?

khari looked me in my eyes " i know your not ma that was a dumb question i'm so sorry i couldn't protect you i shouldn't have left you, i thought i was doing good my heart broke into a million pieces i don't ever wan you to go through no shi like dis again... im so sorry india" he broke down crying as he hugged me back

i hugged him back not wanting to let go..

i've seen khari cry but never like this, my heart ached for him

i cried softly " it's not your fault pa.." he kissed my forehead " i'm so happy you okay baby" he slightly smiled

i could tell something was wrong , jus as bad as i was hurting so was kyky and i knew it

something was off

i was to tired to question it. i closed my eyes hearing the monitors beep loudly

" India ??!!! INDIA???" i heard yelling as i drifted to sleep

* 𝟮 𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀 𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿 *