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i woke up up to a bed full of people , i had a major headache from all the crying i did yesterday
i slipped out of bed trying not to wake anyone before going into the bathroom , i turned on Sativa by Jhené aiko i turned it down a little so i didn't wake anyone
Why you make it so complicated? Off the drink, we concentratin' I know you won't leave me hangin' Smokin' weed out the container We spend cash for entertainment There's more where that came from, that's all I'm sayin' It's me and you and we makin' arrangements It's you and me and we makin' arrangements
i grabbed doves nourishing silk body wash as well as my moroccan rose tea sugar scrub placing it in my shower
i rinsed my body wetting my hair in the process
i started to drift into my thoughts
is khari okay
is my papa okay
are the boys okay
when will this pain stop for good.
i closed my eyes thinking replaying everything that has happened in the past 48 hours .
i mumbled singing the song "is it hot in here or is it jus me"
i heard the door close and lock , i turned around only to see khari undressing himself
i silently cried as he stepped into the shower , i hugged him tightly feeling relaxed by his touch "i'm sorry ma" he whispered in my ears
"khari what the hell!" i yelled looking down seeing the water turn into blood
i swear to god.
"listen calm down i'll explain later just chill out!!"he yelled as he stared into my eyes
i can't believe he just came in here n fucking hugged me wit all dat blood n shit on him. like what no da hell
jesus take the wheel. mfas can't even be sad in peace
"khari i swear to fucking god."i yelled as i mugged him
"mane shut dat shit up ian trynna hear it!!"he yelled back moving me to the back of the shower
i rolled my eyes " khari fuck you fr . i been crying all night scared asf worried about you to death you come n here hugging me n shit with fucking blood on you!! did you kill someone !! khari i stg! i thought you left that shit in the past wdf omg." i ranted
