𝐇𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫𝐬: A Story of Revenge {J.Jk}

Chapter. 21 "Let it all out"

('OK not to be OK' by Marshmallow and Demi Lovato playing)

JUNGKOOK POV

I ran out of the room nervously as I stopped in the garden, panting.

I can't fall for her...

"NOOO, I CAN'T DO IT!!"
I grabbed and pulled my hair in frustration as I gritted my teeth.

My knees felt weak. I fell on the ground.
I closed my eyes as some tears left my eyes and broke into tears.
My sobs are interrupted by hiccups as I take short breaths.
I felt a drop of water seeping down my hand and entering my messy hair locks.
I looked up and saw the dark clouds spreading through the sky.

One drop.

Second drop.

And then thousands of droplets fell from the sky. Some fell on my face, washing down my tears as I closed my eyes, still sobbing a little.
I heard running footsteps as people run away to hide from the rain, leaving me alone.

"I-I can't just pretend I-it never h-happened!"
I opened my eyes and yelled at the sky.

"I shouldn't love her!! I should not love ANYONE!!!"
I cried-yelled at myself. I wasn't ready... ready to accept my feelings...

I wanted to be alone... but little did I know even I needed her to be here... to soothe me, to calm me with her beautiful voice.

Just when I felt a hand on my shoulder.

I looked back and saw those worried, soft dark brown eyes staring at me.

Crystal

We both were drenched In the water. I didn't want to admit but... she looked flawless.

She crouched down at my level
"Your eyes are sore and I'm sure you aren't in the rain to just enjoy... what happened?"
She caressed my cheek, her calm voice giving me a sense of security.

I looked down as more tears left my eyes, I looked back at her with my broken eyes.

My brain and my heart fought if I should hug her and release my emotions or not.

Now... I just... can't control

I jumped on her and hugged her tightly. Letting out every emotion I was feeling inside me. I sobbed and sobbed and sobbed. Not even being able to breathe properly.
I could feel her caressing my back. Hugging me tightly.

"Let it all out. I'm here... I'm here... It's OK"
She whispered softly in my ear. Which only cause me to cry louder. It's been a while since I cried so freely.

My chest felt a lot lighter as I uncovered my misery.

I don't know how to describe it but her presence just makes it so much more... positive? Even tho so many things are running in my head, I'm feeling so low. I don't feel like everything's gonna be ruined. I don't feel scared. I just have this belief that she'll fix everything. No matter how hard it is.

We'll do it if we are together.

Maybe this is what they call... love?

My sobs and crying slowed down. I was now a little prone to erratic breathing as I just snivelled.

I was lowly muttering about how I shouldn't have cried so bad in front of her as it will just make our relationship stronger but I didn't really care to be honest.

I could feel the raindrops getting slower. I was too tired to even stand up.

Feeling my eyes getting heavier with each passing second. I started feeling sleepy.

Little did I know that it was going to be one of the best sleep I've slept cause I'll be with...Crystal.

||(Crystal)

I felt the weight on me getting heavier, there were no sounds of sobs anymore. The rain stopped and it was just mere drizzling now.
I could hear little snores as I looked at him, sleeping cutely. I smiled.

"What could've caused this cute little Coney to cry?"
I thought as flashes of him crying miserably flashed in your head. Only I know how I controlled to not cry and make the situation worse. My heart was still aching from the experience.

I tried picking him up and succeeded. I might look all skinny and fragile but I've trained a lot.

I walked to my room as squishy sounds echoed because of my wet shoes. I was slightly shivering cause cold winds were passing by.

"OH NO, MISS! WHAT HAPPENED TO MR LEE?"
A doctor came toward me while I was going to enter the room.

"He would feel a lot better after he wakes up..."
I said not even looking at him. I still can't be expressive enough towards strangers.

"But- But he looks drenched in wat-"

"Don't worry, I'll manage. Just send some male nurse with some clothes"
I went inside the room. Closing the door by my legs as I laid Jungkook on the bed.

I sat on the chair beside the bed and looked at him.
His wet hair and clothes are attached to his body like another layer of skin. Streamlining his chest and abs.

I stared at him like a pure pervert until I realised what I was doing. I looked around and cocked my head as my cheeks turned peach.

"You shouldn't stare at him like that!"
Said my good angel side.

"Well, it's his fault for looking so HAWT AND SEGGSY"
Said my evil naughty side. I slightly bit my lower lip at the thought.

"Shut up you two-"
I was cut off by the door opening.

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