The Lost Soul

Letter 2

Pic of Melody^

Dear Kitty,

I am hoping that writing to you will help me feel better. I know I won't ever be completely better and the doctors here know that too. I heard from Tyrell today, he is going great. He still misses her. We all do but nothing we can do now. I know you haven't had the chance to reply or they haven't decided that it will be good for me yet. Either way I know it's hard to talk again after all this time, all the things that have happened and all that has been forgotten.

The scars still itch, they say that they always will and only the lucky few every truly move past it. I hope that I am lucky. The drugs have been lowered that's why I am beginning to feel the pain again, in a way I'm glad. The emptiness is unbearable. But I'm scared. What if it starts all over again? I guess that's why I'm writing to you. Maybe if I share my pain with one of the only people I trust maybe I won't go bad again.

Max has been offered a record dealy thing. Even if it's just a local radio station, I would send you a copy of his first album he has recorded but I only have one copy and he still doesn't like you. Mason's boyfriend has finally decided that it would be good for them to come out as an open gay couple. I'm so excited, Cayden is so cute. He is super muscly and tall and he told Mason to write that he promises to take care of him for me. I feel like I will get along great with him. Mia, my sister has written back yet but I think she is super busy cause classes start soon but Mason said she is going well and that he would send a picture of her first painting sold and a pic of Cay (as he calls him) to me.

Dad only has a week left and although I know I'm safe here. I'm scared.

Anyway I hope to hear from you.

Forever loved by

The Lost Soul

Just wondering, do you remember me? Do you know who this is? I hope so.