The Lost Soul

Letter 6

Dear Kitty,

Thank you so much. And Scott. He is really fun, he has a really nice smile that always makes the other nurses blush and I'm a little worried that he likes me but I don't feel that way about him. He is a friend. Although I have another nurse for when he isn't there like Wednesday and Saturdays but she is really rude, old and smells like weird cinnamon. And yes I talk about you all the time, one reason is because you are one of the only things I remember although I can't remember your face I know that you mean the world to me.

There are eight different gardens and the one I go to has little daisies everywhere and a bench and a table and chair set, sometimes there is another girl who comes in at the same time but she can't talk. And she likes cloud watching while I prefer talking and picking daisies. One day she made me a daisy chain but I wasn't aloud it into my appointment with Dr Lemmons. So I left it on table and then next time I went in there the flowers were all dead. Then I started crying so Scott said he would ask her to make me a new one.

I'm so excited to see Mason, I just can't wait because if they say that everything went well with masons visit then other family members will be allowed to visit and write letters too. So it might not be thaaat long before you can come see me or at least sit on the other side of a wall and talk in person. Because that's what I have to do with Mason for the first 3 days and if his voice doesn't cause any meltdowns then I will be allowed to see him but not touch yet. Then after two days I will be able to take him into the garden. And that's only once but it's for a couple hours.

Dr Lemmons thinks that I am ready for this but I need to remember to stay calm. Memories have been weird lately, it's just lots of little things like last night was me, Max and Mason sitting at a table on a balcony eating bacon and toast. Then a woman walked in with the scrambled eggs on a plate but her face was blurry. Then I woke up. Like that doesn't tell me much and I can't shake the feeling that the woman is important and I am holding that memory close. And after I finish this letter I am going in for my appointment with Dr Lemmons.

Jumanji? That sounds weird...but sure I will ask Scott. But I vaguely remember a doll, does it have red hair in two pigtails and a little yellow dress but only one black shoe. I can picture her in my head but I can't think of a name or any memories with her. Oh and I finished my book... for the third time today. I know why I loved it so much now, I can't put it down and their cute romance always pulls at my heart. I can't stop laughing when I think about that story you told me, I remember some details like the old lady face when she was yelling, but that's it.

My week, Monday – I got mason's letter so spent the day writing a reply.

Tuesday – lunch in the canteen with other people, tried talking to a little girl but she got angry.

Wednesday – appointment day with Dr Lemmons then relaxation therapy.

Thursday – got your letter and am writing reply now.

Friday – board game day with Scott in the garden.

No new memories just lots of the same stuff, especially the one on the bridge with the boy. Tell Rykeir to grow a pear and talk to her cause if he really likes her he will try. And max is honestly really trying with this girl, I'm hoping she will be a good influence and make him happy again.

And don't rush the letter if you can't, just focus on your schoolwork first.

Forever loved by

The Lost soul