The Lost Soul

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Pic of Harmony^

Dear Lost Soul,

I'm not angry, I'm hurt is all. But I will get over it. I love hearing from you. I am so happy that I can talk to you again. I have missed every day you use to come over for an hour after school and do homework well try and mainly get me to help and just tell me about your day even though I was with you for most of the day.

I miss the old days, because now our pack is down to three. Me, Rykeir and Harmony. And I'm just third wheeling most of the time even though they won't admit they like each other and have to sit through all their flirting. Ella left not long after you did, she wasn't going well without you and decided that she wanted to live with her father cause she couldn't do year 12 and look after her mum. Ben, he is getting moved all around the state for all the football games and competitions. Jackson, we should wait to talk about him. Life is pretty basic for me, boring with so little people to talk to. Yes I have made new friends, his name is Matt and his girlfriend Shana. I met him after he helped me fix my laptop, I kinda got a virus on it...opps. We share a class together which is nice. The teachers...the English teacher is a real crazy, he goes nuts over the smallest things. Year12, well it's really hard, constant assignments, lots of pressure and barely any spare time. It's definitely scary, like what if I don't pass. I just wanna graduate. Am I smart enough?

Now my family, they are going fucking great. My mum is loving her job at this new vet shop, she says the people there are much nicer not just to the animals but to her too which makes everyone happy. Dad is going the same as always, he has been traveling lots but he always turns down the international job offers. He doesn't hate you...he just wasn't sure he trusted you. Yeah unfortunately yea he does but I don't and we had an argument about it and he says he won't say any more about it. And well Cleo, she did get the internship but they wanted her to go on another diet but the doctors said it wasn't good for her body to go through that again so she turned it down.

I would also like to say Of Course! I forgive you! You will always my best friend. I have been offered too scholarships if I can get no C's this year. So extra stress there. But will be it worth it once I'm there. I'm leaning more towards UTas, you know the University down in Tasmania. I know its long away from family but it has some great courses available. The other is EWA in Perth, which is also very great and it's closer to you.

I have talked to Mason about getting to come visit you, he said it's best if I just wait. Just to make sure you are all good seeing people again. I'm making a road trip over to see you for Christmas and New Year's. I didn't realize how much I missed your family until I heard his voice. We talked for hours and I understand what has happened now. He is LOVING his new job, the chef thinks he is so cute since coming out as gay to him. Cayden sounds super sweet, I only got to talk to him for like 5 minutes but Mason is crazy about this dude. Oh and Cayden would not stop talking about meeting you, he kept asking me all these questions about you and he was constantly asking if you would like him and if you would approve. I can already tell you will love him.

Forever Missed By

Kitty