The Lost Soul

Letter 4

Pic of Max^

Dear Kitty,

Sorry for short kind of depressing letter, I haven't got a hold on emotions yet so I'm on a bit of a rollercoaster but my Dr. Lemmons told me that it would be best to rewrite it.

I am really excited about Tyrell's new job, he is finally moving forward but is still holding on hope for her, and I just know it and he doesn't even need to say it. He has moved into a small apartment closer to the city, it has two extra bedrooms in case any of us come visit. Not that I would get that chance for a while. But hey it's only two more months until I'm aloud visitors and MASON IS COMING!!! And they said if I'm an extra good girl I will get to meet his boyfriend too even though he isn't family. Mason is working in a café, he is the chef's assistant. Mia has made some new friends, has a potential buyer for one of her paintings and has a roommate who hates her (for no apparent reason). Max hasn't written back but I know that his radio deal is going really well and has been offered some more record deals by a company that is a little bigger but I don't know the details. Mason says that everything is going well for everyone.

I feel glad because even things are going well for me. I'm looking forward to December cause Mason said he has something organized for Christmas for me. He has been talking to Dr. Lemmons lots just to organize it. I'm a super excited but I know I shouldn't get too excited cause I might get myself disappointed.

In one week I am going to have my meds decreased a tiny bit more and every two weeks it will happen again. But I'm scared, I am scared of all the emotions that the meds have been blocking. They say I will slowly be able to handle them again but what if I can't. I am trying to be positive but I'm finding it hard.

How is Rykeir, harmony, Ella, Benny boy oh and Jackson? Tell me how's life for you? Made any new friends? Any new annoying teachers? How's year 12? Is it as difficult and scary as we always feared? How's your mum? How's your dad? Did he really hate me? Did he blame for what happened? Have you forgiven me for that? Have you gotten a scholarship yet? Any universities caught your eye? Oh I forgot to ask, how is your sister? The last I heard she was off to Sydney for a modeling comp.

I wanna hear everything I have missed.

It's been a year so I would say there is lots. I would tell you what's happened here but there isn't much I remember but I have made a new friend. His name is Scott, I'm not too sure what his job is but he brings this paper for me to write. you will like this but when he brought in this piece I asked him his name and he obviously said Scott then he said I had beautiful eyes, I had a Deja vu moment and I like whispered under my breathe that I had heard that before and he heard me and said that every time he has come through I ask his name and he was glad I was starting to remember him as he could never forget my eyes. Mason would really like him. He is a surfer looking guy with the sandy blond hair, the light blue eyes and nice golden tanned skin. Anyways... I haven't heard any more on my mums investigation, I'm hoping cause she is a cop that they are putting in extra effort to find her. And if I haven't told you yet then. Well my mum has gone missing, I wasn't told when or anything but they thought I should know and cause they told me when I was on lots of meds I didn't really remember it so they had to tell me again in one of my therapist sessions and they haven't told me any more cause they don't want me to worry or stress which kinda makes me worry and stress.

Forever loved by

The Lost Soul