I Truly Love you (short story ) completed (not edited)

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Since running into Happy again and having so many blissful nights. I've felt so alive. like I was finally living my life when all this time I was just surviving it.

Last night was filled with so much cum and pleasure. I wanted more the following day but that couldn't happen at the moment cause my sickness was kicking my ass.

I blindly and carefully slipped out of the bed and moved towards the bathroom not once daring to turn on a light.

done my best to not make any loud sounds to disturb Happy but apparently something woke him cause the next thing I know he's in the bathroom and the light is on.

I drop to the ground and cover my head closing my eyes so the brightness of the light doesn't make the pain worse.

"what's wrong?" he asked

"turn the light off please" I replied

"why?" he asked

"it hurts" I replied

when he switched the light off I straighted up before I slowly got up making my way to him.

"I have so much toexplain. but right now I need my medication then we will talk if you've got the time" I tell him

"how can you find your medication in the dark?" he asked

"by memory of where it has always been" I tell him

"Just tell me what the medication is and the bottle it's in. then you go into the room and cover your head so the light doesn't bother you" he says

I did as he asked before I walked off and crawled back into bed & covered my eyes.

I could hear happy messing around in my bathroom before he turned the light off and carefully made his way towards me. the sound of the bedside lamp could be heard as he switched it on. 

"here sit up for me" he says

I do as he says keeping my eyes closed not wanting to deal with worse pain.

After he handed me the medication and something to drink I took it then downed the water before he took the glass and set it aside before turning the light off and sitting beside me.we moved got into bed right before I wrapped my arms around him and laid my head on his chest.

"if what I tell you changes anything that's happened between us then I will understand. but I will tell you this and I am not regretting anything I'm telling you before I let you know what's happening with me." I start.

When he says nothing I take that as the queue to continue what I was gonna say.

"First off. since that night we met and shared that incredible sex and morning love making. I couldn't stop thinking about you. every passing day from that point to the day we saw each other again you were on my mind. & from the day we ran into each other to this I've fallen in love with you. I've felt things for you I've never known was possible to feel for someone. with you, I'm finally living my life when all the other times I was just surviving." I tell him

I cleared my throat and willed the tears not to fall cause I felt that something was to happen when I tell what was going on with me.

After I collected myself I began.

"for the longest time in my life, I've been careful never done anything bad or gotten in trouble. then one day my life changed and everything felt like I was being punished for nothing. a doctor diagnosed me with a sickness or disease that is similar to a brain tumor only different. he amongst others told me there is nothing they can do. there are no cures or anything for what I have. they all suggested that I need to live my life any way I want, till my last day." I tell him

I sat up and wiped the tears from my eyes. and he sat up and wrapped his arms around me and carefully cupped my face and wipe the tears before pulling me close to him and kissing me.

I rested my forehead against his and continued on.

"I've retired from my job and I moved out of town, coming here to Charming to live a peaceful life what time I had left. I never knew that I'd fall in love till I met you in Lodi that night. and to be honest with you I'm scared and I'm sorry.  I'm not scared of you or anything associated with you. cause with you I feel like I'm safe and not alone. I'm scared of the fact that as the days go by it's the fewer days I have to be with you. and I honestly don't want to lose you or be without you. I am sorry that you are with someone who's not gonna be living long to give you anything you've ever wanted in a woman. and I'm sorry if you've fallen in love with me and that what I told you changes your perspective and feelings towards me and of me" I tell him