3.The light behind your eyes

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TW: SH

Y/n pov:

I woke up to see that i was laying on da- I mean Gerard, I noticed that Frank was taking pictures of us while Ray was telling him to stop. "Frank you take one more fucking picture and I will end you, okay?" I said in a stern voice. I look over to see Gerard getting up "I'm going to make breakfast for you fuckers now go away and let y/n get dressed." He said while dragging Frank and Ray out of my room. I went over to my dresser to see my binder on top of it "hmm wasn't on my bed last time I touched it. Ehh at least I still have it" I said while grabbing it and my outfit for the day and continued to get dressed. I walked downstairs to Frank running in circles, Mikey watching tv with Ray, and Gerard finishing up breakfast. "Good morning there sugar!" Mikey said "hello." I replied quietly not noticing that I for got my arm warmers in my room leaving the cuts exposed, Mikey looked down at my arms and back up then walked to Gerard "shit" I thought while running up to get my arm warmers so nobody else would see but Mikey.

Mikeys pov:

I look away from the tv to see that Y/n has woken up and I had said good morning to them to see cuts on their arms that looked somewhat fresh but it had to be a few days old at most. It looked like the noticed that I saw and they had ran up to their room while I hurried to Gerard telling him what I had saw. "Gee we need to talk." I said quickly "what's up Mikey?" Gerard replied. "It's Y/n, I saw something on her arm.." I said in a shaky voice Gerard quickly replied "no it was true, the lady wasn't lying.." trying not to cry. I saw that Gerard started to run to his room and I had walked up to Y/n's room and knocked at their door. "Please go away.." Y/n said while obviously crying "It's Mikey please let me in I just want to talk to you.." I replied. I hear Y/n get up and next thing you know there was a thump in front of the door on their end, "Y/N HELLO PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR!" I yelled while trying not to cry. "GEE HELP" I yelled running to his room " Y/N FELL OR SOMETHING AND THEY WON'T SAY ANYTHING". Gerard ran to Y/n's room already crying with my following behind him "SUGAR ARE YOU OKAY?!?!" Followed by him trying to open the door. Next thing you know Gerard kicks the door down to see Y/n laying on the ground bleeding.

Y/n pov:

After running p to my room I had grabbed my box of blades and grabbed one and quickly sliced my arms over and over again deeper each time until I heard a knock at the door "please go away.." I said while starting to feel dizzy. Once I heard that it was Mikey I tried to get up and open the door but then everything went black.

Gerards pov:

I kicked the door down to see Y/n laying on the floor bleeding out of their arms. "Y/n.. no NO NO PLEASE WAKE UP!!!" I said while picking them up holding her arms to stop the bleeding. "MIKEY GET THE BANDAGES PLEASE" I yelled crying with Ray behind me trying to help calm me down and Frank helping Mikey. I felt Y/n move to see them opening their eyes "Sugar its okay I'm here." I said when she tried to get away, a few seconds later Mikey and Frank come back with the bandages handing them to me. I wrapped Y/ns arms trying not to hurt them more, Y/n at the moment was crying into my shoulders saying "I'm sorry" repeatedly as I'm trying to calm them down.

Time skip

Mikeys Pov:

Y/n was now on the couch laying on Gee asleep "wow this week has been very eventful, right Gee?" I whispered to Gerard trying not to wake up Y/n, "yeah it has been." Gerard replied. Frank and Ray are currently at the store to get Y/n some more bandages and stuff, "hey Mikey can you text Ray and ask him to get me some coffee grounds since we're out." I said okay then texted Ray.

Rays pov:

I was babysitting Frank at the store when i had gotten a text from Mikey asking "hey Ray could you get some coffee grounds Gee used the rest on a giant ass cup of coffee XD." I said sure then grabbed Frankie and dragged him to the coffee section "Frank do you know what type of coffee Gee likes???" Frank stared at me then ran over to a bag of coffee grounds grabbing it and throwing it into the cart "these ones fucker!!" Frank said almost falling after throwing the coffee in the cart. I laughed then dragged Frank and the cart to the check out.

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Sorry for the sad chapter guys T-T
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