[DISCONTINUED] So long and good night (adopted by mcr)

9. Sick day gone wrong

Quick note before this chapter.

Rest In Peace Technoblade/Alex, fuck cancer. Hopefully you have taken over heaven, keep your head high king.. <3

Y/n's pov:

I woke up with a giant headache today so I got up and went to the cabinets to find some medicine but when I looked in the cabinets all the medicine was on the top shelf. As I was trying to get onto the counter I started to far back, I tried to grab onto something to keep stable but ended up falling into someone's arms. You look around to see it was Dad. "Why are you up this early bub?" He asked confused "I um sorry, I had a headache so I was trying to get some medicine. Sorry if I woke you up." I said quickly, Dad just looked at my for a second and then said " no it's okay, sit down and I will get your some medicine and water, okay?" I nodded and sat down. He handed you a bottle of water and your medicine, I quickly smacked my mouth dropping the medicine in it and continued to take a sip of water to swallow it down.

Gee was sitting next to you as you were reading at the table since you couldn't sleep anymore, you felt like you were going to sneeze so you tried to hold it back hoping it was just allergies but you called and ended up sneezing for about 15 seconds and geez it hurt a lot. Dad looked at me looking concerned "Are you okay, are you sick?" He quickly asked and I replied " It's probably just allergies.". He looked at me for a second and then continued to place a hand on my forehead to check my temperature. "awe, Y/n I don't think it's allergies."  He said taking his hand off of my forehead frowning, his frown made me start to frown but then he said something that made me feel a little better "It's okay though because this is our last stop before our holiday break!" a smile painted on his face as he got up to check the time to see if he would have to wake up the boys or not, luckily right when he started to walk away Mikey and Ray came over immediately going to the coffee pot getting some and then sit down next to me "Good morning Y/n!" Ray said meanwhile Mikey was aggressively sipping his coffee. My throat was starting to hurt but I wasn't going to be rude and not say anything back so I said "hi." But it ended up sounding very scratchy and made my throat hurt more. Ray looked at me concerned asking if I was okay and as I was going to say something Dad said "he's got a fever." Ray looked over at me with a sympathetic look as I just went back to reading while resting my head on Mikey's shoulder. After a little while the boys had to go to sound check and I had to stay in the bus so I decided to go and take a nap.

Your dream:

I was running away from him for what felt like hours to only get cornered in an alley. "Well look who we have here" xxxx said as I was huddled into the corner shaking and crying "L-leave me alone" I said as if that will help jut for him to proceed to grab me throwing me to the ground hitting me over and over again. While I was getting beaten all I could think of was why me? All I could see was blood, him, and the pictures in my mind of my mother on the ground of my house where I previously was before I started running. Her on the ground covered in blood, cuts, and bruises. The look of death. Everything started fading away and it was just dark and cold.

End of dream
TW: panic attack

I must have been asleep for awhile because I woke up to Dad holding me saying my name and that everything will be okay. The flashbacks of that day all running through my head makes me start sobbing in his arms. My head was throbbing in pain, my eyes were spilling with tears and were burning like acid was being slowly poured into them. Everything is blurry and I can't hear correctly, the flashbacks starting to seem more real, the beating making me jump away screaming and crying more than before. I quickly get up and run to the bathroom and start looking for anything to help with the itch to hurt myself just to get picked up and sat down somewhere. All I could hear was muffled talking and then I felt like I was being hugged, I started slowly taking deep breath's and my hearing and vision started to come back. Dad was hugging me and rubbing my back trying to calm me down. Once I got my vision and hearing back I back up a little and look at Gerard's face seeing pure shock and pain in his eyes while he looked back at me.

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Yeah I know it was a short chapter but I have been been very unmotivated and my mental health has taken a toll on me but I hope you liked this chapter.
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