[DISCONTINUED] So long and good night (adopted by mcr)

6. On tour!

Trigger Warning: ED and SH

(The song is for midway through the chapter)

Gerards pov:

I woke up around 5am and went downstairs to get some coffee. As I grabbed my coffee I hear Frank yell "tour time bitches!", "Frank shut the fuck up before I take your animal crackers out of the pantry and throw them away." I said in a angry tone as he walked away pouting. I finished my coffee and went upstairs to make sure I have everything packed and got dressed, after getting dressed I walked to Y/n's room and woke him up telling him to get ready.

Everyone but Y/n was downstairs so I yelled for him to hurry up and right when I finished he came running downstairs trying not to trip on the steps. "Okay do you guys have all of your shit" I asked, "YES GEE WE DO, THIS IS THE SEVENTH TIME YOU ASKED!" Ray snapped. "Damn sorry." I said shocked that he yelled, "guys its been like thirty minutes and the bus has been here waiting for like twenty minutes now hurry up." Mikey added as we all came pilling out the door onto the bus.

Y/n's pov:

I was the first to choose my bunk so I choose the bottom bunk and sat all my stuff in my bunk. I sat down and got my sketch book and pencils out and started to draw,  midway through drawing I felt someone peering over my shoulders and I looked behind me to see Gerard "oh hi kiddo, sorry about kinda stalking you" he said laughing "it's okay dad" I said then quickly shut up when I said "dad", Gerard looked at and started to jump up and down out of excitement yelling "HE CALLED ME DAD!!!" after he yelled that Mikey and Ray gave him and Frank $25 as the two of them were laughing in a creepy manner.

About a hour later we got to our first stop

I was woken up by dad slightly shaking me saying "wake up sugar we're here.", I opened my eyes and yawned a little while rubbing my face then all of a sudden frank started running to jump onto me, right when Gee saw he put his arm out and stopped him as he almost jumped onto me while I stared at them.

I got up and grabbed some clothes to get dressed while the boys were going to get breakfast. Once I finished I grabbed my guitar and started tuning then strumming on it while I waited for them to get back. I started to play The ghost of you and sang it, when I finished the song I heard clapping and quickly turned around and my face went red as I saw the three boys standing there with a shocked look on their faces. "How long were you all here and how much did you hear." I said staring at them "we got here when you got halfway into the song, but wow Y/n you are good!" Frank said as I nervously laughed.

After I put my guitar up Gee handed me a plate with two pancakes and eggs along with a can of monster since I don't like coffee. I was picking at my food when I noticed everyone had finished eating and I was the only one with food on my plate, I looked up at Mikey and said "I can't eat, I- I just can't". Right after I said that he patted my head and said "Yes you can kiddo. Just be slow with yourself, y'know just try not to be to quick  and overwhelm  yourself, okay?" I nod in agreement and slowly bit a piece  of pancake off of my fork and swallowed it, I did that until I finished it all but I got quicker midway through just so that I can leave already.

Mikey's Pov:

Y/n had finished his breakfast and grabbed his monster and coat as we were all waiting for him outside of the bus.

Frank was running around the bus and I was voted to chase him and make sure he doesn't get hurt again. After about five minutes of chasing him Gerard tripped him in order for him to finally stop and told us "It's time to head in so chill the fuck out Frank." And he started to walk in with Y/n and us following him. Once we got in the we went to go get ready for sound check, once we were ready I walked up to Y/n "Hey, we need you to just stay quiet but if you want you can go sit on the couch in the corner and wait." He nodded and headed over to the couch as I walked back to the boys so that we can start sound check.

When we finished sound check we went to go and get Y/n and tell him we had finished when all of a sudden Frank heard crying coming from him (the other three thought he was asleep). Frank quickly took him guitar off and sat it down and sat next to him rubbing his back telling him that everything is okay while me, Gerard, and Ray just stared thinking Frank was being weird again until Y/n sat up and we saw his tear stained face, after that we jumped into action.

Y/n Pov:

Once Mikey left for sound check I sat on the couch and started to play on my phone then boom. The thought came back. They had been gone ever since I had been adopted so why are they back, why now. All I knew I could do to shut them out this time was to listen to them, I couldn't go and get dad or Mikey because they were busy with sound check. Soon I got to deep into my thoughts and I had apparently found a nail on the ground and I was digging it into my skin trying to reopen my old scars, which it had worked. After that I curled up into a ball in the couch and started crying more and more all I could think about is how weak I am and how much everything hurts.

A few minutes later I was still having a bad panic attack and then I felt someone sit on the couch and rubbing my back telling me its okay. It was Frank?  Shit they finished, all I could do sit up and say sorry over and over again while hugging my stomach. A few minutes later I calmed down and fell asleep on Frank.

we had a hour till show time so I got a good nap

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