Chapter 4- Let It Go...

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by hhaailleeyy
by hhaailleeyy
                                    
                                              My back was up against the tub. Tears threatening to fall from my eyes. Of course I had to mess up the first day I was here. 
                          Why are you so stupid?
                          Couldn't you have been smarter?

                          "Rylen come on open up. I shouldn't have yelled at you like that. Please." Luke's voice was pleading.
                          "No!"
                          "Please!"
                          "No Luke!"
                          "Please just let me in. Don't hurt yourself or do something stupid please."
                          I gave up. I picked myself up and unlocked the door. As soon as I opened the door Luke gave me a tight hug. 
                          "I love you so much. I am sorry I shouldn't have yelled. Please just try and stop. I won't tell Mum as long as you let me help." He whispered, his voice being muffled by my hair. I nodded wiping the tears. 
                          "Please just tell me why."
                          "I can't Luke just let it go."
                          All of the sudden Michael came twirling into the hallway.
                          "Let it go! Let it go can't hold it back anymore!"
                          "Shut up Clifford!"
                          "She's a very feisty young one."
                          "Come on let's go get some food."
                          The boys and I walked to the car. 
The song American Idiot by GreenDay came on.
Why not sing?
                          "Don't want to be an American Idiot!
One nation controlled by the new mania!
Can you hear the sound of hysteria?
The subliminal mind fuck America. 
Welcome to a new kind of tension all across the alienation where everything isn't meant to be okay! 
Television dreams of tomorrow we're not who meant to follow!
For that's enough to argue!"
                          The music was turned off.
                          "Hey hey woah woah woah! That was my song!" 
                          "Yeah we can see that." Mikey said. "But we are at McDonald's in a drive thru what do you want?"
                          "10 piece chicken mcnugget, um a cheeseburger and fries"
                          "You eat a lot"
                          "I am a growing girl"
                          "And?"
                          "As I said just let it go."
                          Luke and Michael got the food and threw it at me, Ashton, and Calum.
Calum looked at me smiling and handed me my fries. He took my frie and shoved it into my mouth.
                          "Calum stop flirting with Rylen."
Ashton snickered.
                          Luke immediately turned his head around looking straight into Calum's eyes. 
                          "We are going to have a talk when we get home Hood."
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