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Chapter 9(Forgiving u)

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AT NIGHT....
Kartik and naira had dinner, but noone said anything...kartik ran to his room, thinking that he's responsible for all the bad things happening in her life...naira too went behind him as she saw him crying while he was going...she had already decided to forgive him and give him a second chance, but was confused how to initiate the conversation...She was shocked when she entered his room...she saw kartik beating himself with belts harshly...his upper body was naked and was getting wounded...she recalled akshara's words that what if he does something to himself...she got scared and went in to stop him...

NAIRA:(with tears in her eyes) Kartik...stop kartik..kya kr rhe ho yeh...tumhe lgg rha h..plss kartik... just stop this...

KARTIK:(passing her the belt) hn naira...I should stop this..yeh toh tumhara hkk h..apne gunehgaar ko sazaa do plss...I m ur culprit naira...plss maaro mujhe..mein yhi deserve krta hu...sbki nafrat... mera baby bhi mujhse nafrat krega naa, uski mumma ko itna hurt jo kiya mene...plss punish me naira..pls...mein tumhe ese nhi dekh skta..i know tum meri vajah se tensed ho naa...m.aa.ro.. na.a...m.ujhe..p.lss...(fell on his knees, crying loudly)

Naira threw the belt aside and hugged him, sitting in front of him...she too cried taking out her pain of not able to understand him...kartik kept crying hugging her tightly...naira rubbed his back slowly to calm him...she got up, holding him by his waist and took him to the bed...she sat beside him and took him in her embrace
..she felt him calming down and saw him snuggling into her chest
...naira brought a gel and applied it on his chest and back too...she then made him wear a lose t-shirt and hugged him, caressing his hair lovingly...

NAIRA:(kissing his forehead and wiping his tears) bss..shh...bss kartik..boht ro liya tumne..ab aur nhi..tum khudse kese decide kr skte ho ki tumhari punishment kya hogi...aur agr esi baat h toh mujhe bhi toh punishment milni chahiye naa...kahi na kahi galti meri bhi toh h...mein apne kaam mei itni busy ho gyi ki yeh dekh hi nhi payi ki tum kya feel kr rhe ho...tumhe time nhi de payi... tumhari insecurities ko smjh nhi payi...tumhe assurance nhi de payi ki tumhari naira sirf tumhari h...I m sorry...mene bhi toh yeh maan liya ki mere kartik ne mujhe doubt kiya, pr yeh jaan ne ki koshish nhi ki ki tumhare mnn mei kya h...(cupping his face as he looked at her shockingly)

Hnn kartik...mujhe sb pta chal gya pr agr yhi baat tum khud mujhe uss time keh dete naa toh shayad itna kuch nhi hota...pr jo ho gya use toh nhi badal skte hum...it's okk bachaa...(she told him everything that how she read his diary and yesterday when he told her about his fears and insecurities) Kyu nhi share kiya mujhse...kyu nhi kaha ki naira i need u...ek baar keh dete..esi ek kya, laakhon jobs bhi chodke aa jaati mein tumhare liye...dadi aur mitali ne tumse jo bhi kaha, vo sb mujhe kyu nhi btaya...tumhe pta h hmari jitni bhi fights hui h naa vo issi reason ki vajah se hui h ki hum ek dusre se sb kuch share nhi krte...

Promise kro mujhse ki abse mujhse kuch bhi nhi chupaoge... hum dono sb kuch share krenge, choti se choti baat bhi...hmm..(kissing his forehead)

KARTIK:(confused) mtlb tumne mujhe maaf kr diya...kya tum mujhe ek chance de skti ho plss... naira...plss mujhe i.gno.re...m.tt..k. ro...m.ein..b.oht..a.kel.a...fe.e.l..k.rta..h.u...I..m..s.or.ryy...(crying silently hugging her)

NAIRA:(caressing his hair) hnn kartik...mene tumhe maaf kiya kyuki galti sirf tumhari toh nhi h..
Tumne vo question isliye pucha naa kyuki tum insecure the...bolo kartik...btao mujhe...(caressing his face nd wiping his tears) Kya tum mihir se jealous feel krte the..

KARTIK:(snuggling into her) jhooth nhi bolunga jaan, pr jb vo mihir tumhare sath hota tha toh mujhe acha nhi lgta tha...dar lgta tha ki vo tumhe mujhse dur kr dega...kahi naa kahi mere mnn mei yeh baat aa gyi ki vo mujhse better h, especially jb usne tumhe unn gundon se bchaya toh mujhe lgaa ki mein tumhare liye itna bhi nhi kr skaa..nafrat hoti thi khudse jb yeh sochkr ki mein apni naira ko protect bhi nhi kr paaya...I m sorry nairu, pr mein tha jealous... jb tumhe mihir ke sath khush dekhta tha toh lgta tha ki meri koi importance nhi h tumhari life mei, jese mihir ne meri jagah le li ho tumhari life mei...I know mein boht galat tha...I m sorry..plss ho ske toh mujhe maaf krdo plss...vo video dekh kr dimaag mei sb negative thoughts aane lge, aisa lgaa jese mere dar reality mei convert ho rha h...

Galti tumhari nhi h naira...meri h.
..jb mene tumse apni insecurities, apna dar share hi nhi kiya toh tumhe kese pta chlta ki mujhe kya chahiye...I m very sorry...(teary eyed)

NAIRA:(wiping his tears) shh...ab jo ho gya use bhul jao...tum bss ese hi mere pas rho naa...dheere dheere sb thik ho jayega shona... (hugging him more tightly)...mera kartik best h, isliye fir kbhi mtt kehna ki u don't deserve me...u r the best for me...chlo ab hum so jaate h, boht raat ho gyi h naa...

Kartik nodded and promised her to share everything with her...he kissed her forehead, taking her in his embrace...naira smiled, feeling pampered and happy after so long...kartik made her drink water nd made her sleep in his arms, patting her head...naira slept peacefully after so long in her mendak's arms...kartik kissed her forehead and caressed her belly lovingly...he promised himself to take care of naira like a glass doll...he slept hugging her..
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PRECAP: Kaira's romantic morning, kartik pampering naira...