❝ Please no-no please stop , it hurts please ❞ jimin cried out as a strong hand fisted into his soft brown hairs making him whimper in pain .
❝ don't try to disobey your master , ever again !! ❞ jungkook growled throwing him on the hard floor .
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Am I so hard to love ...?
Jimin's pov :
I don't know how much time went by as I sat, staring at the sky ...not that it made me feel any better , it was dark and scary. Everything is dark and scary in this world ... and i hate it, i really do.
I felt cold
Everything was hurting...my arms my shoulders my back, my head just feels like it has been ripped into two, my eyes hurt because of crying ...my stomach ached because of hunger.
I was thirsty ...i just want some water ...
God, if you're there ... can you hear me .. please help me i-i can't take it anymore, please...i don't want anything else just end all this pain, please.
Yet again I started crying but there was no one to listen to them ...no one to help, maybe because no one cared.
Why does everyone hate me? Am I so hard to love ...
Maybe I really don't deserve love that's what people at my orphanage said ...that I don't deserve love, that my parents didn't want me that's why they threw me away ... and I think that it's true.
Even I don't like myself ...
It's been a lot of time and it was snowing I could see tiny flakes of snow coming down... I'm gonna freeze to death ...
I've been crying for hours now and every minute felt like an hour itself... I was cold ...my feet started to get numb because of the cold I was shivering ...my hands went numb too I still tried to cover my ears ...but it didn't help
I was missing fluffy...will I ever meet him again
Looking down from here I could see how high the mansion was ... I wanted to jump...end all my sufferings but I was deprived of that right too...I thought looking at the handcuffs. I was bleeding ... nothing I was not used too
After some time I couldn't take it I felt like I was going to die ... I couldn't move I couldn't speak. luckily the snow had stopped but I couldn't help but panic I tried to call for help...but no voice came out...
I felt lost
I was helpless
Only tears made their way down to my ears as I laid down crying silently... trying to protect myself from cold...failing miserably
