𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 || 𝐉𝐢𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤 ( completed )

chapter 41

" why did i have to lose you? ...i didn't even have you yet "

When jin ran upstairs jungkook wasn't there ...it scared him to core ...

He took cautious steps gulping in fear, sweat covered his pale skin.

And the next thing he saw made his blood run cold .
Jungkook was standing there with a knife in his hands holding it over his wrist closing his eyes he was about to cut himself when jin ran towards him .

He was just in time , a second late and he would have lost jungkook .

Jin snatched the kinfe from jungkooks hands hurting himself in the process but he didn't care . He threw it away , looking at jungkook panting .

Jungkook was too shocked , it was like he was lost somewhere, he didn't even look humane , he looked like a mess dried tears ,messy hairs pale skin , chapped lips he was like a ghost .

He stared back at jin , his eyes empty . It took him a second to realise what was actually happening .

" hyung " he wisphered in a deep rash voice .

A lone tear ran down jins face , his lower lip began to squirm as he sobbed slapping jungkook.

" why !? WHY !! " jin cried as he hugged jungkook .

Jungkook hugged him back , he finally let himself go as he cried out...he held onto jin like his life depended in it . Jungkooks whole body was shaking .

For soo long he had held everything inside of him . But he just couldn't take it anymore as he let himself go , he cried into his arm .

Sobbing , screaming , but jin he was still not recovered from what happened , he felt like there was a hole in his heart . He would have lost jungkook if he came a second late .

" why would you do that , i-i almost lost you , how can you do that to me ! " jin cried .

" i-i'm sorry ... I'm really sorry " that's all jungkook could manage to say.

" no ! No !! That doesn't fix anything , do you have any idea what would have happened if i didn't come here in time !!! Do you !! ? " jin shouted .

But jungkook just looked down in shame .

" no you don't ! Because you don't care ! You don't give a fuck about me !! I don't mean shit to you " jin cried hitting his fist on jungkook's chest .

Jungkook sobbed .

" i-i'm s-sorry i failed you hyung...i-i ruined everything there's nothing left now " jungkook brokenly sobbed .

" no..NO ! don't say that kook " jin stopped jungkook hugging him again.

"i know you hate me...i hate myself too i just can't live like this , i- kiiled him ...he died because of me hyung -" jungkook was shivering , he couldn't breathe he was having a panic attack.

" no! it's not your fault you didn't kill anyone jungkook " jin said cupping jungkooks face in his hands but jungkook didn't calm down.

" and-i-i don't hate you , how can i ever hate you jungkook you're everything i have , i - can't loose you , if something happens to you I'll die !"