𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 || 𝐉𝐢𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤 ( completed )

chapter 23

The fact that I'm silent doesn't mean I've nothing to say ...

Jimin just sat there ruminating all the old memories ...eyes red and swollen as sobs left his lips every now and then, his chest ached because of crying so much...

but what now, all these years when taehyung wasn't their jimin only wished about seeing him once but now that he saw him with his own eyes...now that he met him touched him he didn't know what to do.

He couldn't even tell him who he was...jimin recognized him the second he saw him at first he didn't look at him but when he heard his name and looked at him he recognized him straight away-

How could he not recognize him, he could recognize him by touch alone, by smell; he would know him blind, by the way, he breathes and the way his feet struck the ground, he would know him in death and he would know him at the end of the world.

But...taehyung he didn't recognize jimin. Maybe because jimin wasn't in his best state, he was a lot paler and weaker years of abuse had done him a lot of damage he didn't look anything like the jimin that taehyung knew.

‘But...taetae he's jungkooks hyung. He has grown up so much. ’ jimin smiled to himself feeling proud and happy for taehyung, he was happy that taehyung got to live the life he deserved. He was not a low life like jimin he was at his master's level it made him feel happy and sad at the same time. Happy because taehyung didn't have to live a miserable life like him and sad because he knew that there was no way that he would ever be able to face taehyung.

What if he hates me...and refuses to see me ever again.

What if master won't let me see him again...

I'm not at the same level as them...I'm just a slave...he's not my taetae anymore he...

What if he forgot about me...

He didn't forget me, right?

Jimins thoughts were interrupted as an angry jungkook entered the room, slamming the door.

He rushed towards jimin picking him up by his arm and digging his nails as he harshly rushed him to stand on his wobbly feet.

‘ what was that huh, I told you not to come downstairs but you still disobeyed me ’ he said in a dark risky voice.

‘ i- I ahh ’ jimin moaned in pain.

Jungkook grabbed jimin's jaw making him part his lips to gasp with the force .

‘ you just saw him for the first time and couldn't control yourself huh? Such a whore ’ jungkook spoke making jimin shake his head as he tried to speak.

Whore...that word broke jimins already broken heart .he started sobbing .

I'm not a whore ...he wanted to say .

‘ no-no-no master I really didn't - ’ he tried to utter he was cut as a loud slap echoed through the silence of the room.

He landed on the floor, his head ached, for a moment he thought that he fainted, he felt dizzy. He tried to sit up holding his head.

‘ Please no-no please stop, it hurts please ’ jimin cried out as a strong hand fisted into his soft brown hairs making him whimper in pain.

‘ don't try to disobey your master, ever again !! ’ jungkook growled throwing him on the hard floor .  ‘ pathetic ’ he tsked leaving the crying boy alone in the dark.

He left switching off the lights and locking the door with a loud bang.

Jimin curled into a ball and cried out in pain, he felt like throwing up but he was too weak, his body ached all over. He sobbed hysterically .

" why does everyone hate me , do i not have a right to be loved ?? master is right I am pathetic " jimin cried and cried but his tears didn't stop .

‘It hurts...everything hurts’. He whimpered in pain holding his stomach and head.

‘hah ’ he chuckled still in pain, he closed his eyes as tears fell, he smiled looking up at the never-ending darkness, and said ‘ why won't you just kill me...I really can't take it anymore ’.

The room was filled with jimins painful whimpers as the night full of nightmares awaited him.

He was scared...he was scared of darkness...he was scared of everything.

His heart broke...

He once told jungkook that he was afraid of the darkness and that he didn't like being locked...he told him how he felt suffocated and claustrophobic when Trevor used to lock him up in the room back in the orphanage.

He told jungkook that he still got nightmares about it...and jungkook just used it against him...he just left him here to live his nightmare all over again.

It hurt jimin...how everyone just wanted to hurt him.

He just kept on wondering the same thing for the hundredth time...

Am I so hard to love ...?

Please make it end...I can't take it anymore.... Jimin murmured before fainting as the darkness swallowed him from inside out.

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A short update <3

Well I've been trying to learn english lately to improve my vocabulary and grammar and I'm highly insecure about my writting now ....like i just realised I'm so dumb in english .

I'm afraid i can't portray the emotions in my story properly 😭 and you prolly find this story annoying .

But trust me thank you so much I'm so grateful for all my readers thanks a lot for bearing with my dumbass !!