❝ Please no-no please stop , it hurts please ❞ jimin cried out as a strong hand fisted into his soft brown hairs making him whimper in pain .
❝ don't try to disobey your master , ever again !! ❞ jungkook growled throwing him on the hard floor .
❝...
I always think about you before i fall asleep , The words you said the way you looked , the way you laugh ...the silent moments we shared and when i dream , i dream of you. because it's about you ... it's always about you ...it always had been since the moment you came in my life .
I was just existing...you gave me the reason to live jimin , and you're my only reason. That's why I'm scared ... scared of loosing you , this fear is eating me alive ...i feel like all the memories we made , the time we spent together...our relationship ...us...
I feel like I'm gonna loose everything...
I'm scared that one day you will slip out of my arms and i won't be able to do anything to stop you ...i love you jimin i can't afford loosing you too.
If i loose you ... I'll die...i know it's gonna hurt so much , and i don't want to get hurt please don't leave me , you're all I've jimin...
After writing jungkook closed the book keeping it in the drawer beside the bed .
Then he sat on the bed for a moment trying to get himself together as he watched jimin sleep peacefully.
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Jimin was sleeping beside him like a baby...with no care about the world.
They have came a long way ...
He remembered how jimin used to be so scared of him that everytime he fell asleep near jungkook he would sleep holding his legs and curling up in a small space ...he used to be so terrified.
But now he trusted jungkook...
Jungkook smiled proudly leaning towards jimin , slowly caressing his cheeks .
" i love you so much ...i truly do ". He softly wishpered.
That's when jimin squirmed in his sleep surprising jungkook .
He mumbled something that jungkook didn't understand.
" i love you koo " jimin said in his sleep once again making jungkook's lips curve in a soft smile but soon his lower lip began to wobble as jungkook broke down into sobs not being able to control his emotions anymore.
Jimin was the most precious being in his life ...he wasn't ready to loose him , but something inside him kept on telling him that he didn't have much time before he'll lose everything he have .
Jungkook got up and sat on the floor leaning on the bed as he buried his head between his knees and cried his heart out .
" jungkook? " jimin's sleepy voice called for him as he quickly started to wipe his tears .
Jimin came and sat beside him , he looked extremely worried.
" jungkook what's wrong , don't cry everything is ok I'm here look " jimin said as he pulled jungkook into his arms jungkook quickly hugged him back crying into his arms.
They sat like that for a moment as jimin let him cry .
" did you see it again ? " jimin asked jungkook refering to the nightmares.
Jungkook didn't know what to say so he nodded .
Jimin slowly pulled away " Was it bad ? Were you scared ".
Jungkook nodded again.
" it's ok ...you can talk about it , what did you see ? " jimin asked so softly that jungkook almost felt better.
" i- i saw that i lost you ...i couldn't Stop you someone took you away from me ..." he answered weakly looking down not wanting to show his tears to jimin .
Jimin sighed " I'm here look " jimin said tilting jungkook head making him look into his eyes .
" and I'm always gonna be here with you ... always...! " jimin said assuring jungkook.
That's what he needed the most at this moment, just like always jimin knew exactly what jungkook wanted to hear.
" promise ? " jungkook asked once again.
" yes jungkook...i promise " jungkook smiled as he hugged jimin pulling him close not letting go off like someone would take him away .
" i love you jungkook...i just want you to know that I'm always here for you , you don't have to be scared ".
" i love youu " jungkook whimpered out as he couldn't control his sobs .
" you're such a baby " jimin chukled over jungkooks cuteness.
Jungkook felt relieved...he was happy , he felt like he could finally breath.
