You and me

~7 months

"Isa I'm so so sorry for not coming" Lily rushed over to me and squeezed the living day lights out of me

"Its fine" I shrugged

I wasn't really mad at her, maybe in the moment I was but I wasn't going to let something stupid like that come in-between us

"Come on the boys are downstairs" I nodded and placed my shoes on the mat

"Just put your shoes there" I gestured towards the mat and he nodded, his shoes were large compared to mine. Very big.

That's what she said

Ugh

"Come guys"  Lily squealed, we went downstairs and to my 'surprise' the boys were playing games 

"You're here" Liam jumped up, picked me up and twirled me around before kissing my forehead

"I certainly am" I return the gesture, it was kind off hard so I tugged his shirt slightly and had to place a kiss on his cheek, I couldn't reach his forehead at all

"Hey Isabelle" I looked up to see Gale

"Hiii" I ran up to him and gave him a big hug, I felt him tense so I slowly pulled back but he wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me back, I pulled back with a big smile on my face 

"You okay?" I asked 

"Yeah, me and Liam are hitting it off" 

"Good, I'm happy to hear, if you ever need help with his stubborn self come tell me" I giggled 

"You'll be my first call, wait, I don't even have your number" 

I gasped in shock and grabbed his phone

Hm no passcode, cute

I added my contact and named myself 'Hawt Isabelle' I made sure to text myself and I gave him his phone back, before he could comment about the name

"Hm who are you?" I walked towards the couch and saw this blondie, he looked pretty hot I can't lie but I didn't remember Dylan saying his name 

"Oh sorry princess, I'm Luca" His strong Italian accent had me in awe

"I'm Isabelle" I was going to shake his hand but he pulled me into his embrace and gave me a warm hug

"Italian" 

"Spanish" We both said at the same time and I felt myself grin 

"Yes princess I'm Italian" 

"Yes prince I'm Spanish" 

I stood up and made my way to Dylan

"Hey Dylan" 

"Hey Isa" 

He stood up and pulled me into a hug 

"How are you?" He asked

"Fine, Papa is bringing my pills so keep an eye out"

"You doing okay?"

"Yep" I lied, I'm not doing okay. I'm not suicidal but I am, I'm not scared of dying because trust me I have nothing to lose. Yes I have family and yes I have friends but do they care about me? Do they really? 

I made my way back upstairs  to see Lily there

"Hey" Lilly called out

"Hello Lils you okay?"

"I'm fine, your dad came" 

"Yeah?"

"Here's your pills"