TITANS X READERS

[GAR LOGAN DRABBLE]

Prompt: C80. "I'm a monster." and B7. "Everything is okay now, I'm here, I'm here."

Warnings: angst but with a hopeful tone (hurt/comfort)

Word count: 330

You tried to clean the blood in silence as Gar stared into nothingness, his thoughts racing, blaming himself for being that way. Blaming himself about what Cadmus had done to him.

"I'm a monster." he suddenly choked out. "I'm dangerous... I can't control it anymore."

You immediately brought him into your embrace, not caring about the blood staining your shirt, knowing to expect him opening up. "Everything is okay now, I'm here, I'm here."

He shook his head but still let you hold him, even though he didn't hug you back, fearing he'd have you in his hold if Cadmus activated the chip. "I could hurt you... or Rachel... or Jason, or any of you. You should lock me up. I can't control it, I can't forgive myself if I kill you."

"You won't." you told him, taking a hold of his shoulders as you pulled away from him. He just shook his head.

"You can't know that."

"I do. We'll find a solution."

"Y/N-"

"No. Stop."

Gar stared at you with wide eyes as you continued cleaning his face, and you felt him swallow, and you sighed. "Gar, I won't give up on you. We'll find a way to disable that chip, if we can't find someone who can take it out. We're all here for you. Trust me."

You offered him a small, reassuring smile, and Gar felt a tingle of hope. He didn't want to grab on it, fearing he'd mess it up again, but having you by his side felt comforting.