-Rachel pov-
"So how is Santana doing?" I look at my dad, LeRoy, who has a smirk on his face "She been fine?"
"She has been yes" He nods with that smirk still in place "Is that all?"
"I have nothing else" He looks at me with a raised eyebrow and an intrigued look "Is that all for you too?"
"We are going to be friends first" He nods and grabs his coffee mug as the doorbell rings "I will get it"
He nods again and I walk to the door. I open it and my first instinct is to slam it. I wish I could have stopped that instinct. I cringe after doing it and open it again.
"H-hey" I am met with a blank face "How are you?"
"I was good until a door got slammed in my face" I sigh and she shakes her head "I can not exactly blame you for doing that"
"What am I needed for?" Her face takes a nervous look to it and I think I see some blushing "Quinn?"
"Look" She steps out of sigh and back into sight with roses "I have wanted to do this for a long time and...and I know you have Santana but I needed to get this off my chest"
"Quinn?" She is shaking "Quinn is this what I think it is?"
"Just listen ok?" I can see tears in her eyes "I will take the No after and be fine but I...I need to let this out"
-Quinn singing-
You're on the phone with your girlfriend
She's upset, she's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do
I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do
But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So, why can't you see
You belong with me
You belong with me
Walk in the streets with you in your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench thinking to myself
"Hey, isn't this easy?"
And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while
Since she brought you down
You say you're fine I know you better than that
Hey, what you doing with a girl like that?
She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So, why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your backdoor
All this time how could you not know, baby?
You belong with me
You belong with me
Oh, I remember you driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're 'bout to cry
I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me
Can't you see
That I'm the one
Who understands you?
Been here all along
So, why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your backdoor
All this time how could you not know, baby?
You belong with me
You belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me
"I know you are going to end up with Santana" She let's the tears fall with a watery smile "I...I just had to let you know and to give you these!"
I take the flowers as they are pushed at me. Quinn is soon running off the porch not waiting. I watch her speed away with a frown. I look down at the roses and see a card.
I get it out and slowly read each word.
'Roses are red, violets are blue
You will probably never know how much I truly like you.
Santana is my best friend. Without her I would have no one. Even if she left me during my pregnancy she is all I have. So it hurts to do this but I need to.
I need to let you go to get better. To let Santana have the girl she loves. I will find my one eventually. Do not take it personally if I avoid you in public.
I do not hate either of you! I just need some time away. I need time to clear my head. To actually accept you will not be mine.
Maybe in another time I have Beth, you, and a lovely home. Maybe in another time you are the cheerio and I am the diva. Maybe in other times we are madly in love. But that is not this time.
This time you are not mine. It sucks but it happens. Take care of her and your heart Rachie. I know I will be watching to make sure you do.
Love,
Lucy Quinn Fabray'
I wipe the tears that fall down my face. I had no idea she truly felt that way. I would have been with her possibly if I did. But now I am all eyes on Santana.
Maybe in another time. Another alternate reality out there. Maybe we can date if Santana never asks me out or vise versa. But right now I am trying to get us to that point.
"Nice flowers" I turn and see dad behind me "They still here?"
"No" He must finally see my tears "But that's ok"
He nods and pulls me into a hug. I sigh and think I hear a familiar car drive away. I turn and see no sign of one. I shrug it off and head inside with dad.
-Santana pov-
I pull into the old familiar drive way. I get out of my car and make my way to the door. I ignore every flag going off in my head. I just push the doorbell button and wait.
"Hang on!" I hear running and then the door opens "Oh...Santa~"
"Fuck you!" I throw a punch with my casted arm and she falls down "You said I could have her! You said I could finally be happy! WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?! WHY CONFUSE HER!"
"Oh gow" My eyes go wide at the swelling already forming "Is goood?"
"God I broke your jaw" I sigh and hold out my good hand "Come on...let's go get you in to see my dad"
-Time skip-
"So you saw?" I nod and Quinn frowns the best she can "I am sorry...I just wanted her to know and to let it out finally"
"There is no excuse for what I did" I sigh and run a hand through my hair "Do not stay away ok? I know you want to but staying away will hurt her and you more than staying near"
"One condition" I look Quinn in the eyes and nod for her to go on "You have to let Rachel in and love her"
"That sounds like two conditions" She raises her eyebrow and I sigh "Fine! I will let her in and will love her ok?"
"Good" Quinn smiles the best she can "Now help me explain this to my mom you asshole"
I chuckle and help her off the bed. This is going to be some grounding. I will be lucky to have my phone. But I will take the punishment in full.
Quinn did not deserve the punch I gave her. She was trying to move aside for me. I owe her something big in return. I may already know what I could do to do that.
I wonder how a blind date would help her in moving on from Rachel. I can set it up while setting up one with Rachel. Then we all can be happy. Or so I am hoping.
God being nice again is going to be hard.
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I will catch you (Pezberry) {Completed}
FanficSantana has been hard on everyone. She knows she has been mean and probably does not deserve forgiveness. But that does not mean she does not want it. That does not mean she does not want to be soft. So what happens when she finally breaks? What hap...
