I will catch you (Pezberry) {Completed}

Chapter 1

-Santana pov-
"I hope you all die from heat strokes" I stand up from my chair in the glee club room "Especially you Manhands! You cost us the win by smooching on the ogre!"

"That is uncalled for Santana!" I roll my eyes and storm out "Come on we all just hugged it out!"

"I was caught up in the moment" I speed my way out to my car and feels the tears forming "She is only ever going to be my best friend"

"Santana!" I jump and look out my window to see Rachel Berry standing outside looking in "Are you ok? You seem to be very upset! Do you need a hug? I have heard I can give very good hugs! I also know a very good hot chocolate recipe....well that one is kind of bad for heat huh? I could always do tea instead!"

"Go away" I shakily grab my 'voodoo' doll of Rachel and snap its head off "I do not want nor need your help"

"Was that my actual hair?" I do not answer and she steps back with a frown "I understand...I really hoped we could be friends sometime you know? I guess you do not cause of what I just saw...goodbye and have a nice summer Santana....I will see you next school year and I will stay away"

I see her wipe a tear as she goes away "That was uncalled for even for you" I turn and glare at Quinn on my passenger side with Brittany "Even I thought that was a little barbaric"

"Yeah well...whatever!" I start my car up and keep my walls up the best I can "I did not ask or say I need your help!"

"Santana we can be there for you" I do not look at Brittany "Please...just let us in"

"I will text tomorrow" I put the car into reverse "I have to go"

I do not leave it up for debate. I pull out of my spot and out of the parking lot. A little bit after I see Rachel alone by a tree away from the school a bit. She looks like she is shaking some.

I need to keep it together! I am not going to turn around for her! I am not going to do it! WHY AM I GETTING A HEART TO HELP HER NOW OF ALL TIMES?!

I do an illegal u-turn and drive toward where she is. I park and take a deep breath. I start to get out but see Tina walking over with Mercedes. I quickly get back into my car and speed away.

That was way too close. I make my way home and bring in my stuff. I head straight to my room and to my crafting station. I move everything aside and place the Rachel doll down.

I grab my needle and some thread to mend it. I smile once the head is reattached properly. I give the doll an updated dress and fix it up some more. I stop when it look like her more.

"Mija you should just ask the girl out" I jump and turn to see my mom standing with a smirk on my doorway "You update that doll often"

"She is the one from the club right?" I jump again and fall out of my chair as my dad laughs from my bed "Hello Mija"

"Knock next time please!" I quickly get up when my dad starts to play with a stuffed turtle on my bed "Leave Myrtle alone! He is not to be played with!"

"By me or anyone in general?" I glare and he chuckles "You have any friends coming over? You remember we are having the party right?"

"Oh Uh they said they could not make it" I watch my parents share a look and I sigh "I am fine ok? I have friends! I just...I got the invitation out late and Brittany leaves for vacation today!"

"Alright" My dad stands up and gives me a big hug "We love you Mija"

"I love you two as well" I watch them leave and close my door "I am sorry I can not be as good as you think I am though"

I sigh and look at the Rachel doll in my hand. I run a hand through the hair and smile. She has such lovely hair and I know this makes me seem creepy. But I got it a long time ago.

She is the one who gave it to me.

-5 years back-
"You put gum in my hair!" Rachel frowns and I roll my eyes "Is it fixable?"

"Never is" I pull out scissors and her eyes go wide "May I? Or will you start crying?"

"Just do it" I cut the hair out and fix it to blend it "Thank you...you can just keep it or throw it away"

I nod and she walks back out of the bathroom. I look at the bubblegum smelling hair in my hand. It smelled that way before the gum. I sigh and put my scissors away as I walk out the door.

-Current time-
I sigh for the millionth time and stand up from my bed. I guess I should get ready for the barbecue. I walk to my closet and pull out some summer clothes. I grab a smaller bikini and strip out of my school clothes.

Time to draw some attention and forget about making everyone hate me.

-Time skip-
I am sitting with a frown on my face. I am not upset just bored. The people here are not flirting to where I can steal a beer. I wanted to be able to drink my problems away.

It is not that I like it but it helps. It helps me be able to forget about everything in my life. Forget all of the little problems that sprout up. I notice movement on my right and turn to see what it is.

My eyes go wide as I see a round bottom, nice legs, and a small bird tattoo on her hip. This girl looks my age and absolutely gorgeous. Her hands looks so dainty and delicate. She is definitely a girly girl I could get behind.

My disbelief continues when she jumps in and comes out. Her hair looks absolutely perfect! She looks like an Angel coming out of the water. That is when I see who it is.

"Rachel Berry?" She looks at me shocked and I shake my head in panic "No! No way!"

"Oh Mija!" I turn and see my dad bringing Brittany over "Look who I found! They leave in a few weeks not today!"

"No!" I see all eyes on me and the world spins some "I..I have to go"

I run inside and straight to my room. I start drying off and finding clothes to throw on. I get shorts on when I hear the door close. I turn and see Rachel with a frown.

"I did not know this was your house" She has a towel on but still looks so beautiful "I can leave if you want! My dads are here cause of your father and they should be able to be friends even if we can not"

"Get out" She looks at the ground and I can feel my panic attack getting worse "GET OUT MANHANDS! TRANNY! BITCH! GET THE FUCK OUT!"

"I got people except sue to stop calling you sandbags" Everything in my goes silent at the broken voice I hear "She..it took some bribing to Jacob but I finally got them to stop"

"Why do you always do this?" She looks at me with teary and confused eyes "Why do you always be kind to me when I am evil to you?"

"Why make a doll of me with hair when you gummed my hair?" She smiles and shrugs "I guess we both have our mysteries"

"Yeah" I look at the updates doll on my desk and then Rachel "You are not ugly Rachel...you can stay just stay away ok?"

"That is the first time you have called me Rachel" I look to see her with a small smile "It sounds nice coming from your mouth"

My jaw is dropped as she walks out. Brittany comes in soon and I have no idea what she is saying. My brain is just stuck on Rachel. She got closer than anyone knowing how soft I am.

I somehow end up back in the party and enjoying it. Quinn ends up coming eventually. I have no idea what is happening though. My brain and eyes go back to Rachel.

The girl I have liked for a while. The girl I have also made her life a living hell. I will never see her again this summer and next school year she leaves me be. I sigh and try to focus on the party.

This summer is going to be a long one.