"How are you doing?" Feather sighed
"Better" I mumble, "I should probably go"
"Its up to you"
I start grabbing my shit when I notice my phone pocket. Shit my phone is dead... wouldn't hurt to stay a little longer? "Can I borrow a charger?"
It was nice relaxing with her. She is...being really sweet. I find myself back in her bed getting head pats.
That's until my phone came back to life. 57 missed calls.
"What the fuck?" I stare confused when I see the messages from Koji.
A link to an article... someone saw me enter this trailer! My breath caught in my throat.
"Hey hey, what's wrong?" Feather spoke up
"They... they saw" I show the screen to her as my breathing picks up.
"Shhh" she hushes lightly rubbing my chest, "Breathe, everything's ok. We can handle this"
"No...we..we-"
The commission took my mate... will they take her too?? Force her to leave!? Nono no I can't take it!
I don't want to be alone again! I can't be alone again! My mate. My love. My one thing! I just want one fucking thing!
Can't I have one thing in my life!
"I can't have my assets getting distracted in the field" the commissioners voice rang
"But I promise it won't be-"
"You can't have the distraction"
"But I have rights-"
"That you signed away" their voice was cold. But what sticks out the most was their cold look when they said their last line, "and if they cause an issue I'll have them dealt with, permanently"
"Keigo, I need you to snap out of it and breathe" Feather pat my face
"I don't want to lose you too" I choke out a sob
"You won't baby, trust me you wont" she smiled
I breathe deeply trying to stay calm. I can feel every part of me fight. Rationality against instinct. Logic against reality.
I just keep clinging for dear life to her. But it's so fucking wrong! I lose all thought and just bury my head into her thigh and nuzzle into her.
"Please please please, I just want to be loved. I just want my mate. I want to be held! I want to be comforted!" I whine
"I know Kei, come here baby" she pet my hair and pulled me up to her shoulder where I buried my head in the crook of her neck.
"I...I miss her. And its confusing"
Readers POV
I can't do to is anymore. I need to fess up. Tell him who I am. It's for the best. It'll take so much stress off his shoulders.
"Kei...i...I need to be honest. I'm (Y/N)"
He flinched back staring wide eyed. I prepared for being smothered in affection but was startled to see him back away.
"Kei?"
He was shaking. His wings trembling. His tears dried despite the hurt on his face, "You...you've been here... this whole time?"
"I-"
"You were fucking playing with me weren't you!?"
"Well...at first yes- but-"
"God...damnit" he sniffled holding back his tears, "you...you've been right here... this whole fucking time"
Anger suddenly boiled in me at that, "You're the birdbrain who couldn't even recognize me" I huff
"Its been years! I thought you were gone!"
"Well surprise motherfucker, I'm here" I scoff
All the anger left when that high pitched keen left his lips as he pressed his forehead to the back of my hand. He sobbed lightly leaving me unsure what to say.
"The commission can't know" he muttered
"Fuck the commission" I scoff petting his hair with my other hand
"You don't understand... and that's ok. Right now we just need to figure this out" he breathed deeply, "If they find out... they'll take you from me... then I'll really never see you again"
"Keigo they can't do Tha-"
"They can and they will. They'd rather kill you than lose their investment on me" he huffed wiping away his tears.
"Keigo, they can't just kill me, I am an idol. If I go missing people WILL notice"
"You don't understand. They will tear down your career, or organize something to be an accident. You have no idea what they are capable of" he breathed
"Well... what do you want to do then?"
"I... don't know. I want you...I want to know what happened. It's been...so long. I've missed you for so long..." he placed lazy kisses on my hand traveling up my arm
"You've changed too" I grab his face to get his full attention, "You know...I can see the stress"
"I am just...so tired"
(I forgot I made this)
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Hawks X Fem reader Oneshots
Fanfictionas it sounds, dont own anything but story. Comment if you want another part and I may. I'm pretty lazy so I may not. This one is XFem but I also have the same stories in a XMale format on my account so you can check that out. They are the same mostl...
