my little nymphet diary & teacher crush ♡

5 | city

Hello my pretties,

I'm back lyubit!! And to think, I only wrote the other day!
Saturday was nice, I was in the city with my friends and that meant:
Brandy trip!!!!! <3333
I brought a cute tote, a top and an adorable dress, somehow my brandy collection grows every week... and by that I mean, it's irresistible and I am addicted.

Anyway, I can't lie. I associate the city with my Felix-ie <3 My friends know about him, my feelings for him, they enjoy teasing me about it, part of me hates it but the other half of me adores it - I like the fact that they know he is everything to me.

Anyway, back to the present. It's Tuesday. My friend actually saw Felix driving today and of course told me, I'm so jealous. Seeing him outside of school, which I have actually done twice despite the fact it was before I liked him, makes the fantasies i play out in my head feel more real.

Today, it was so warm. My stepfather and I went to the park as he was pet sitting a friend's dog. And oh my god, the breeze was running through my hair as I chased after the doggy. It was so so so nice just pretending I was there with Felix, running away from our everyday lives together. I have no words to describe how perfect it would've been if he was there with me.

It's not just that, there are so many different things I think about doing with him together. Even silly things like driving listening to songs I think of him about (do we maybe want the songs on the playlist I made for us??) I even think about us having children; two boys and two girls. I even have potential name ideas planned out whoops... I can already tell he'd be a great dad and unlike some couples, I think children would bring us closer together as a couple. It is a common misconception that relationships with an age difference don't last, personally I think this is bull. Perhaps I'm a little biased and seeing things through rose tinted glasses but either way, I think it depends on the two parties involved, and that it is nobody else's business. Of course, me and Lixie would last forever;)

I'm a little upset, it occurred to me that due to public holidays, I won't see Felix in class the first day back, instead I'll see him the second day back but still, I was so looking forward to seeing him, the rush I get when I do is so intense. I need excuses to go and see him, lyubit, if you have any, comment them!!

Anyway, I'll sign out now. Remember you are loved!! See you soon lyubit,
Anni-Frida